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need to vent
okay i need to vent right now so this is not going to be pretty... i'm applying for teaching jobs... a lot of them, last count i had over 300 apps out. and i'm not getting a single one! and everytime i do get an interview i'm rejected, EVEN BY THE DISTRICT I CURRENTLY WORK FOR! i can't catch a break... and my mom is pushing and pushing and i just ( Read more... ) -
holding pattern
Still no news on the job front... holding patterns suck. I can't move forward and I can't move backward, I don't know what to do other than what I am doing... I can't make plans cause I don't know what is going to happen ( Read more... ) -
Easter
Another Easter has come and gone... life has gotten hectic once again... Dad isn't doing as well as we'd all like, lots of setbacks... but he seems to be finally getting better. Still looking for jobs getting lots of rejection letters though... I'm too expensive and have no experience to justify my credit hours... kinda depressing. -
men
One of the men in my life is going to drive me to drink I swear to God! Frog (his nickname) and I have been friends for 14 years. During which time our relationship has had moments where we act like we are in a relationship even though we're not (issue with having a guy for a best friend). Tonight the evil, evil boy confessed he thought of asking ( Read more... ) -
another day
Another day has passed, another one soon to start. Today I realized something, I have become entirely too used to the odd and chaotic in my life. My mom called me this morning and asked me to spend the day upstairs with my father becuase he had a rough night and was a bit out of it... and I didn't even bat and eyelash... bit of a change from ( Read more... ) -
I'M STILL ALIVE
Alright so it's been almost 2 years since I last posted on here. In my defence for the last year my life has kind of gone to hell in a handbasket... but that's a whole nother issue. I have decided my new years resolution besides getting a social life is to post on this thing more often (you all have heard that before ( Read more... ) -
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alright so my sister is a b-i-t-c-h!!! first she's still pissed at me due to a miscommunication on wednesday, which i haven't apologized for because a. it's not only my fault, and b. she hasn't exactly been moving away from the grudge holding stage... then if this doesn't make things even more fun she decided that no i am not driving her to her gre ( Read more... ) -
alright... i know...i know
again another promise to update more frequently... but it's been a busy summer. went to italy, south carolina and now i just got out of the hospital for ashtma problems... not bad fro you know 2 months. i've been pretty busy. i'm bored, just got discharged under the promise of calling if any problems occur and not moving further then my couch ( Read more... ) -
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okay so it's 115am and i just finished grading exams... now to enter them in the book... tomorrow...
sleep i need sleep....