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[ladygryffindor]

Right now I'm feeling kinda bummed. I know I shouldn't, but lately the reality of things not appearing to be what I thought them to be seems to be giving me a lot of stress. Not to mention they're adding to feelings I've been having for a long while now.

I feel ignored right now. Unloved. Like to everyone else in this world I'm just there. No one

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[deviousvampyre]

Jessy

[faenlhin]

I'm sorry about the thing with your parents. :( Those types of situations can make a person feel so forlorn. I'm sorry. :(

Aaron wasn't especially excited about our two years either. Maybe it's a guy thing? Does Chris usually get excited about that sort of stuff?

As far as the other stuff... well, to me, Chris and Anna are like extensions of you, so... ;) (Meaning no disrespect to either of them, of course! Just... you know.) Again, if you're ever not frantically doing homework some Monday afternoon and you want to come have lunch at the mall with me and Kerry, I swear on a Bible to have you back before your class.

Seriously. The parents/dinner thing. Sucks so bad. :(

[dreamqeen]

*hugz

[deviousvampyre]

Amy, I think you are awesome. I just had to reply to this to tell you. :-)
-Anna

[sunshine_tears]

I'm sorry if I'm the mutual friend that's ignoring you. I don't really MEAN to ignore everyone... but I know I do. It's a bad habit, especially this time of year. =(

I do love you, Jessy. And I know that everyone else does too. Trust me, you have no clue how much of a friend I think of you as.

It's just that life's been so crazy lately that I've hid from almost everyone (I think Amy may be the only exception to that). Especially with the whole Steve thing. It's like anytime I'm around ANY of you (him included in this), I feel this weird sort of anxiety.

But yah, I understnad what you're going through. And I'll try to be a better friend through it all, just be patient with me. *huggles tightly*

[dreamqeen]

actually, Amy's getting ignored by mary too :P i used to see you several times a week, now i'm lucky if i see you several times a month

but i still luv all my friends!

[aris3133]

i sent you a text...hope to talk to you soon!! i miss jessy!