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[ladygryffindor]

Right now I'm feeling kinda bummed. I know I shouldn't, but lately the reality of things not appearing to be what I thought them to be seems to be giving me a lot of stress. Not to mention they're adding to feelings I've been having for a long while now.

I feel ignored right now. Unloved. Like to everyone else in this world I'm just there. No one

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[dreamqeen]

*hugz*
jessy, i do think of you as a friend. i know we're not as close as some of the other friends you have, and i know we don't really see each other besides when we randomly bump into each other at school, but YOU ARE MY FRIEND. i think it would be fun to go out sometime and just be silly, because i think we have a lot more in common that we realize. i would say my only issue is that, other than when we see each other at school, a lot of times you're with chris. his attitude sometimes irritates me and when you're with him, i sometimes wonder if you opinion is yours or if he's persuaded your thinking. i know he's your ride to a lot of places, but for a while it really did seem like the two of you were more like one and doing everything together. it's no fun to have a giggly, girly conversation when there's a guy around. ;) i know our schedules are hectic, but you can call me, e-mail me, msg me, or use smoke signals if you ever want to try to find a time to go out and have fun. :) (please note: my idea of fun can be anything from playing at toys r us, to going out and taking pics of the fall leaves, to splashing in puddles in the rain)
i always love to run into you because you're so bubbly and happy and have so much energy :)
no matter what the "others" think, i consider you a friend. i don't let those around me dictate who i should or shouldn't hang out with. i'd rather trust someone one and get hurt myself rather than possibly lose a great friend based on the opinions of others.
*hugz*

[deviousvampyre]

Amy, I think you are awesome. I just had to reply to this to tell you. :-)
-Anna