it is now 4 o'clock and i have accomplished being at the club and earning a days pay. i also went bowling and got the highest score that i have ever got (149). impressed arnt u? :) i have to go back to the club and umpire. yay. :( i have to come back to my house and eat pizza with greg and then i will be able to go out. that is to whom was wanting ( Read more... )

last night i had this dream that i got shot in the arm. by this guy that is like ten times the size of me at the mall. it was wierd. i like ran into a house and it was like those womens house thats on the texas chainsaw mascure movie the new one atleast. i hate that movie, i cant believe it took it this long to haunt me in my dreams. iam having so ( Read more... )

i close my day by sayin i feel like iam on top of the world today. for no reason really just that i have come to realize that i can have a girl and a guy and be very happy with both. wow..... i have really got to stop the dubby.

emily this icon is for u i'll give u a few days to grab it. i hope u like it.

(i want u
to become u
to kiss u
to breath with u
to kill u
to hold u
to feel u)

ill keep u
for as long as i can
then ill set u free
for u to teach what i have taught
for u to engade in what u want.
u deserve what u want
but u dont deserve what u get
ill do what i can
to get u what u want
with that ill give u
my
love
for a
life
time.

i have just returned from takin my dog to the vet, i cryed the whole way home. he has this diesase and its really bad. i love my puppy. he is the first one that was ever just mine. he was bought for me and everythin. they gave me some medicine to give him and they said it will keep him alive for a while. their while is from 4 months to 4 years. it ( Read more... )

no more blame, iam destined to keep u safe got to rescure the flame. got to rescure the flame in ur heart. no more blood ill be there for u, my love, ill stand by urside. the world has forsaken my girl. should have seen it would be this way. should have known from the start what she's was up to. when u love and u have lost someone u know what it ( Read more... )

i still cant take this shit. it sucks ass. i have pretty much fucking had it with everything. i want to say i am ready to go to west virgian but i feel like iam leaveing everythin messed up. i found a camaro, for 4,670 iam goin to work on greg buying it. its a standard. so i would have to work on learning how to drive it. but it would do good on ( Read more... )

so the guy that i meet last night at the concert thing called me today. he made me promise that i would call him like as soon as i get home from west virigan cause he wants to go on a few dates. wow...... ::PONDERS:: nikki hill boyfriend..... thats insane.

just a re-cap of last night the good atleast. i meet this guy his name is chris he's 22, just turned it yesterday. he took care of me last night in the mashpit it was great ive never had someone who was bigger than me like care. he's 6'4. :) have u ever jumped into a crowd of people, if u do it backwards its like gettin a backrub cause everyone is ( Read more... )