This is/will be, an account of how I came close to wanting to hospitalize someone, realised who my true friends are, came out to my father and did a serious amount of crying hysterically, all in one night! XD
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I have reached a conclusion. Last night my other friends and in particular my brother William, showed little sign of being concerned about Mike, whilst I was practically a nervous wreck from stressing so much and I couldn't help but think about the reasons why I was being affected in such a different way to anyone else. First of all there is the
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Ok it seems really odd that less than 24 hours later after I've decided to start writing on LJ again that something pretty major happens. I'm sure I'm worrying more than is necessary but earlier tonight one of my best friends, Mike was taken into hospital because his heart was beating very irregularly. It's a condition that he has suffered with all
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I think it might be time for me to revive my lj, I haven't posted any entries in over a year and that's partially due to the nature of my last few posts but now I believe that continuing to blog the events of my life could be a good and healthy thing for me to do. I've always found that I'm better able to express myself in writing than I am
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I've been smiling so much recently that my cheeks are actually beginning to hurt but if that's the only cost of being happy then I'll willingly pay it. I honestly never thought that anybody would be capable of having any real affection for me let alone loving me for all that I am. I haven't felt so special or appreciated in all my life, I can't
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I didn't get to see my boyfriend today because he's been at work all day but I've still been smiling away to myself. It's crazy how someone can come into your life and just turn your whole world upside down in the space of a few weeks
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OMG I'm so excited, I've just had my first proper kiss and the awesome thing is that it wasn't at all awkward or anything. It happened quite naturally and I found it a lot less scary than I had been imagining. :D
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I'm paying the price for having a good day yesterday. This morning I've woken up feeling quite poorly yet I'm still unbelievably happy
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