pretty sure nothing in my life would ever be nearly as fucking complicated if i wasnt the person that i am and have the mindset that i do. what is it that makes everyone so good at not caring or feeling bad? fucking a. maybe if i could figure out how to get rid of my conscience and & not think about how id be making anyone feel, then id be set.  ( Read more... )

i am going to pray really really hard that when san diego state sees my final transcript they wont boot me out.
shit fuck DAMN.
because ive been wanting to be in san diego since i was fuckin 10 years old. and ...yea. thats pretty much IT.

omgggggg. i want this more than anything.

Disney Grad night just ended, we got back in town around 7 on Sunday. i dont think i'd ever been more relieved to be home in sac, it felt so good to just get into sabrina's car and let out a deep breath and take in familiar surroundings. the trip was pretty funn, a lot smoother and more organized than last year, w much more free time and freedom to ( Read more... )

in 6 years i  plan on living wealthy and still happy, with a house/apartment right next to the beach close to all of my friends. there are going to be yellow wallls and bright furniture. i plan on having a bajillllion barbeques, and coronas with lime and loud music. theres going to be a dog in the picture, and a fast car so i can vroom vroooom. and ( Read more... )

5 weeks tilll grad. shiit sonnnn. thats crazy.

BALLLLA BABY HAHAHA.

i lsot my glasses and i cant see shit. senior project pre-boards are tomorrow and i was so excited for them but right now im so tired i dont know if i can finish my poster. i think im actually getting sick and i never get sick :9 all the lack of sleep the past couple of weeks has been catching up to me i think. i seriously miss brian right now. i ( Read more... )

if i survive this insane workload the next two days without cracking, i deserve a fucking 12 pack. and a night of doing absolutely fucking nothing but chillin. fuck this shit.

everything has been going so good lately. like, bring it on i can take it, im feeling so like myself again and happy and strong and good. i dont think theres a feeling more gratifying than knowing that you can stand on your own. and ive never had as much fun my senior year as ive been having now since the end of january. all my friends are ( Read more... )

the drive to fresno on friday was insane haha. we cut that time in half on the way back though. gabby's great.