stuck.
pretty sure nothing in my life would ever be nearly as fucking complicated if i wasnt the person that i am and have the mindset that i do. what is it that makes everyone so good at not caring or feeling bad? fucking a. maybe if i could figure out how to get rid of my conscience and & not think about how id be making anyone feel, then id be set. then i wouldnt have to fucking ever worry about trust or any of that dumb bullshit ever again cuz if things go bad i could just spit right back at their face and PEACE THE FUCK OUT. cuz i cant seem to figure out why its so much easier for ppl to do things & take my feelings forgranted than it is for me to do the same thing to any of them WHAT THE FUCK. am i supposed to be a shittier person in oder to be happier, or what?
this is bullshit.
this is bullshit.