i am very scared. i am shaking. what a busy weekend this will be. scary. next week scares me. i have never even come close to california before. and bobby always makes fun of what i wear. peter i am trusting you to not let anyone rape me while we are in mexico!!! ooooh buddy. and i'm scared of my parents. i'm just scared of everything i

i keep having nightmares. every single damn night. they wont stop. not even when i'm passed out from alcohol. last night i slept at steve's house on his chair. it made me realize how horriblly uncomfortable my bed is because i slept better in his damn chair than in my bed. my mattress is about 2 inches thick- you can feel every little bar and ( Read more... )

the pavements bleeding cuz it fought ur skin. i can't make a damn decision about anything. maybe i just don't want to. said morgan freeman of crawling through a quarter of a mile of sewage. i can't imagine. or maybe i just don't want to. these millions of interconnections we face. i feel as if i am getting the tail end when everybody else is ( Read more... )

remember when we used to battle on the block before the lights came on ( Read more... )

it is so goddam cold in my fuckin house! i moved our little space ( Read more... )

maybe there is a whole lot more in a whole lot less living. but i like it so much the way it is. i see it as everything coming together. they see it as everything falling apart. goddammit. i didn't appriciate how much i love everything until its in jepordy.

You can't spell FAILURE without U R A ( Read more... )

I love you all ( Read more... )

so i am signing up for community college and moving to huntington beach in august ( Read more... )

ok i had this pretty rad dream last night...i dreamt that instead of drunk driving everyone worried about jay walking. like i was on the phone with my friend and someone standing next to me was like "man, if they're comin over year make sure they don't jay walk." and i was like "oh don't worry they're strait." and then we were on the beach and ( Read more... )