what it means to be alive
so i am signing up for community college and moving to huntington beach in august.
so i guess thats final.
i was thinking about what it means to really be living. that it seems to do with really caring about someone and having people really care about you. i think i have that. but it doesn't make me happy. i am happy though. simpler things than 'being really alive' make me happy. i like things i can't figure out or can't put my finger on more than things i know are true. maybe this is a self defeating habit. i don't think so.
so i guess thats final.
i was thinking about what it means to really be living. that it seems to do with really caring about someone and having people really care about you. i think i have that. but it doesn't make me happy. i am happy though. simpler things than 'being really alive' make me happy. i like things i can't figure out or can't put my finger on more than things i know are true. maybe this is a self defeating habit. i don't think so.