if u understand my chain of thoughts i give you props
the pavements bleeding cuz it fought ur skin. i can't make a damn decision about anything. maybe i just don't want to. said morgan freeman of crawling through a quarter of a mile of sewage. i can't imagine. or maybe i just don't want to. these millions of interconnections we face. i feel as if i am getting the tail end when everybody else is smack dab in the centro. bustin out the italiano on ur asses. bicicletta. maybe i should excape my prison as well and move to mexico and buy a boat. but the calm before the storm is so much nicer. i just want to do everything all at once and its unfortunate because i don't even have the energy to do my laundry. i feel terrifyingly lonely and unreasonably confused. but i seek no comfort. no means to ends. what is wrong with me? i feel like everytime i think i have things figured out a tremor comes and shakes my whole body untill i don't know up from down. basically 2 months of school left for me. i did the math- in 12 days i will be out of school for 2 weeks. when i get back there shall be about a month and a half until i leave for a week. then my parents will be out of town for a week so party hardy (oh yea and school i guess) and then its finals. pretty sweet. hm. unfortunate that these severed ties are bleeding all over my goddam homework.