Where have I been ( Read more... )

Jackie, Oscar... I'm sorry.

cn't find jackie. oscars gone.

so thids si what its liek tbehing alone.

i jsut love you. cant yous eethat?

All this drama and pain and worry. For god's sake, why can't we all just love each other?

Been laying around my empty house, by myself. Missing everyone. I just... it's been a rough couple weeks.

Just for a little while, there, I thought I had everything. A couple nights, a couple mornings, everything seemed so right, but...

Terrified for the health and safety of two of the people who mean the most to me.

Going to be a long weekend.

I got into a car accident last week. Been trying to keep it from the gossip sheets. Did pretty well - just started to really get out today. I was trying to keep it quiet, because I didn't want it to be a big deal. It wasn't a big deal, really. I was driving home from the airport on Wednesday night. I was tired, it was dark and raining. I wasn't ( Read more... )

Since I was just sitting around my house tonight, waiting for an evacuation order to come (still waiting), I flipped on the Smackdown broadcast... bad idea. Can't I get through one week without being an emotional wreck over what the hell is happening to me, to my career ( Read more... )

I can't decide if that was the coolest thing I've ever seen in my life, or the weirdest, or the worst, or some combination.

Bravo, guys.

Day of rest in Fresno. Jackie's been running around all day, I haven't seen her much. Vince is still encouraging me to rest as much as possible, so I went down to the gym in the hotel for a little while, then went for a swim. Took a nap in the sauna. Swam again. Did a lot of laying around in bed and watching TV. Wishing I had some video games with ( Read more... )

California is much more my style than North Dakota. Places to go, people to see, things to do. Jackie and I tore up the town today, and I guess all I have to say is I'm glad I didn't have much to do tonight... heh. That girl's gotten me all kinds of not in the mood to work ( Read more... )