Aug 22, 2004 23:50
California is much more my style than North Dakota. Places to go, people to see, things to do. Jackie and I tore up the town today, and I guess all I have to say is I'm glad I didn't have much to do tonight... heh. That girl's gotten me all kinds of not in the mood to work.
Glenn, Shane, Shannon, I don't know what's going on with any of you, but you've all been sounding down and if you want someone to talk to who's not involved, just let me know. I'm here.
Jackie's been acting sort of off lately. She's been all worried and thoughtful, and she always says it's nothing but I can tell something's troubling her. She seems happy, though, overall, so I guess it's nothing I should concern myself with until she sees it fit to tell me what's going on. I just hope it's nothing to do with... well, I'm not going to say what I hope it's not, because... that's not really something I feel like dealing with right now. And I don't mean that how it sounds.
But she's sprawled out in bed right now, half-asleep and so beautiful. She's so tired, my poor girl. Between all the stress she's had on her shoulders lately and our recent flurry of activity. She hasn't really been sleeping enough, either. I'm not exactly tired, but I think it may be a good idea to go lay with her, let her curl up next to me, to hold her until she falls asleep. Just to make sure she gets some decent rest. I've woken up in the middle of the night and found her laying awake next to me so many times lately.
Dios, I'm really not all here, am I.