Oh, and Nick... this is for you if you want it.... ^-^

I can't believe it's actually occurring to me to try to be a "beacon of hope" or some shit. But I'm thinking about stuff, and it occurs to me that maybe I'm not the only one who has suffered from the pop-media roles assigned to pop-media "teens" that we're supposed to relate to somehow. Not to blame a single entity or anything. I don't know when ( Read more... )

enjoyable time, though slightly fewer people than i'd banked on (missed you, cesario, bishounenangel and ryukochan X(). which means i've got a fuckin' lot of junk food to get rid of.... dammit. i don't know what to do with that shit.
but we did a cosplay photoshoot at the Settler's Cemetary downtown which was fun. Buffy and Spike-ish (less the cigarette, sadly) were awesome; ( Read more... )

so I had this dream last night. first of all everyone showed up on friday instead of saturday and i wasn't ready to receive them and dad was still home and i still had to work saturday morning. and laura's daughter rachel was there, for some reason. weird. but that had just been a dream. because when I was going to see this show with nick I ( Read more... )

and if things weren't bad enough, LJ won't let me do something simple like post a freaking comment in kate's lj.

so i'll do it here.

<3 *hugz*

there. i feel mildly better now.

i'm gonna go to bed and hope my feet have stopped throbbing by tomorrow morning.

so. I left the house this morning at 5:45. and then. i got home this evening shortly after 5:45 ( Read more... )

note: uhm.... it occurred to me that some people might not care to read the few scattered reflections on my own sexuality and sexual awareness that are in this post. so feel free to skip it if you're one of those.So I recently joined a community for the manga "Beck," which I've tried to force on about everyone I know because it's that damn good, ( Read more... )

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note: I did not eat of the cheese pizza the guys from the pizza hut across the lane dropped off this afternoon. I did have a pumpkin chocolate chip muffin for breakfast/lunch that at least had butter in it, possibly egg (i forget what muffins are made of sometimes). I have GOT to start eating breakfast at home. None of the breakfasty stuffs are ( Read more... )

I spent over 9 hours solid on my feet today. and bending and scrubbing and kneading and being.... genial... I am soooo ready to die now. Or at least spend the rest of the week sleeping. But no. Up again at 4 tomorrow. And the following day ( Read more... )