i wish i had friends............

so right now i'm taking a break from packing and getting all my shit together to go to soto's, so i figure i might as well update this thing with all the things that are going thru my mind........since i last saw john, we've been talking about me actually moving down there and staying with him. i would love to move down ther and live with him but ( Read more... )

this journal is getting on my nerves so its time to make a new one....................

kytch24  thats my new journal...........add it.......

my fortune cookie last night said.........

"you will never suffer from a money problem. you will always suffer from an idea problem."

this is my last night at soto's appartment in pa and i really dont want to go home......i love being here, i just loving being with soto, i love knowing that when i wake up, he'll be there. it just amazing to be with him, he just makes me happy......i really dont want to go home tomorrow, i want to stay with soto.......but i know there will come a ( Read more... )

"i'm drowning in assholes." -Igby Slocumb

......i agree

life is changing and i've been thinking alot and i realized alot of shit........so i guess first and most important is i've decided i'm going to go to college for english adn education and i want to be a middle school english teacher. working with those kids made me realize how awsome it would be to teach, i guess that makes me a hipocrit but who ( Read more... )

i would follow him thru hell and back and i would stand by his side no matter what we face.........i will marry him someday......i know i will.......i love him more then ever...........

alright so soto is home for the weekend and is here right now, he's sleeping so i got some time to write ( Read more... )

i tried............

at least i can say that...........

i really have been trying.......

and as the song says........

but he could try..........