Oct 29, 2005 01:42
this is my last night at soto's appartment in pa and i really dont want to go home......i love being here, i just loving being with soto, i love knowing that when i wake up, he'll be there. it just amazing to be with him, he just makes me happy......i really dont want to go home tomorrow, i want to stay with soto.......but i know there will come a time when i dont have to leave. and all those things we talk about doing, we will actually do.......i hate the world soo much and basically all of humanity. but he just makes it all better, he makes this life better, he makes the world better, and he makes me better........he makes me feel normal.......and i love it, i love him.........i dont wnat to be without him, i love how he makes me feel..........i dont know, i cant explain it, he just makes me feel normal..............
j/k forever<3