nottipi ch.6
Title: Because You Loved Me Title:
Rating: PG-15, almost NC-17
Pairing: nottipi
Notes: I thought i posted this yesterday gomen... ch.1 take your sweet time ch.2 because you live ch.3 without you ch.4 right here waiting ch.5 touch ch.6 because you loved me ch.7 the way ch.8 We Can Go Anywhere ch.9 no one ch.10 a lover’s worst nightmare ch.11 shiver ch.12 blow your mind
Notti stood on the stage…he couldn’t believe after almost three years he was here on stage with NewS. He sat down on the stage stairs, leaning back to see his lover holding a camera as he flew through the air.
Yamapi angled the camera at the recently returned member, “Notti-chan…”
Notti waved smiling, “Hai, Yamapi…” where would he be without him?
For all those times you stood by me
Yamapi came down after getting all the lights for his solo properly cued, he shoved the camera at Kei before he pulled Notti down the hall to an empty dressing room.
Notti kissed him back as he heard the door lock, he whispered, “Pi…”
Yamapi growled, “You don’t know how long I’ve been wanting to do this…”
Notti grinned, “You don’t know how long I’ve been waiting for this.
Yamapi took Notti’s shirt off, “Do you know how beautiful you are…”
Notti shook his head, “Not until you told me…no one ever loved me like you have. No one else would have had the courage to face Johnny like that…I wouldn’t be here as anything but a junior, but here I am at NewS Concert as a member.
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
Yamapi held him, “I loved you too much to let a worthless piece of trash destroy your dreams.”
Notti was still in Yamapi’s arms, “If it weren’t for you, I would have dissolved into depression a long time ago. Because of the strength of your love, I was able to hold on…you gave me a reason to keep on living.”
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You were my rock, the one who the briefest memory, help me to carry on when all hope seemed lost.
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
Like the 2006 Countdown concert, when NewS came back without me.
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
Every time they released a single without me…you came to me before it was announced, to let me know yourself and then you apologized for not trying hard enough to get me back in NewS.
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You’ve always been the one to encourage me…the one who told me that no matter what anyone said I could still graduate and got to collage. You told me I didn’t have to listen to what anyone else said, my major was my choice, my future.
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
I wouldn’t have done so well without your encouragement, you were always there in my heart whispering or holding my hand.
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
Yamapi kissed him, “I wouldn’t be so good if I hadn’t found love in your eyes, you are the one who matters most. Always.”
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
Notti whispered, “I did nothing except make trouble…”
Yamapi shook his head, “I was afraid in 2003 that I wouldn’t be able to make us work…you always were there to tell Kei to stop leading. I wouldn’t have been any good without you…when Mori left you said we’ll be fine. That eight was fine, and that no matter what Mori’s choices were he would always be a member. After Uchi’s suspension and Ryo’s brief depression, you kept saying it would be all right that all we had to do was continue reaching for the stars if only in their memory. If you hadn’t been able to do all that, I wouldn’t have known how much you would need to hear it and I wouldn’t have felt so compelled to fight for you. You're the reason for Hoshi wo Mizashite...they were your words”
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
Notti pressed his tear-streak face to Yamapi’s shirt, his voice breaking with quite sobs,
”I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you”.
Yamapi blushed, “I’m not that amazing, you give me to much credit.”
Notti grinned, “I want you to make love to me…we don’t have much time but if we’re going to get yelled at for being naughty we might as well be naughty.
Yamapi smirked, “You really are naughty Notti…”
“That’s why you love me…” Notti pulled Yamapi on top of him as he laid down.
Yamapi tugged down Notti’s pants, “What do you want me to do…”
Notti whispered kissing his captain, “Make love to me…”
“Sweetheart, the lube is in the other room…”
Notti shook his head, “Don’t worry it will be fine,” he stuck his fingers in his own mouth and began to prep himself.
Yamapi watched as Notti shoved one finger in after another in quick but efficient succession. The sight was hot; he removed his own pants and began stroking himself
Notti could tell he was as ready as he could be, He moved himself into a better position rolling onto his knees, “Take me, Yamapi…I’m ready, love.”
Yamapi fingered Notti’s hole gently.
Notti snapped reverting, “We haven’t got the time for that…just take me now.”
Yamapi turned red, “I want to make love…not just have sex…”
Notti frowned, he half turned, “You always make love to me…just because we’re on a time limit could never change that. I know how much you love me…always…
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
Yamapi did as he asked, he gently thrusted his way inside, he waited briefly for Notti’s body to adjust to him before he moved.
Notti shoved a fist in his mouth, he was known for being loud.
Yamapi felt as if Notti was his lighthouse, his shelter during any storm.
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Notti was glad at least one person had believed in him through it all…
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
They both came in hushed cries, their hearts whispering…
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me