Without You- part 3 of my nottipi series, to where you are
Title: Without You
Rating: PG
Pairing: nottipiNotes: the missing ch.3 here it is…sorry about that. enjoy...might need another box of tissue though.
ch.1 take your sweet time
ch.2 because you live
ch.3 without you
ch.4 right here waiting
ch.5 touch
ch.6 because you loved me
ch.7 the way
ch.8 We Can Go Anywhere
ch.9 no one
ch.10 a lover’s worst nightmare
ch.11 shiver
ch.12 blow your mind
Yamapi watched silently as Notti boarded his plane for New York…
Well, I can't forget this evening
And your face when you were leaving
Notti tried not to cry, he has seen the pain in Yamapi’s eyes as he had to let him go so they could be together again as cruel as that logic was.
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile, but in your eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows
Yamapi sat in a chair as he watched the pain leave…he shoved Jin away. As much as Jin cared for him he could never understand his pain only Kame could and he wasn’t here…he was stuck in Dreamboys.
Well, I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
Yamapi was angry with himself for not fighting this harder…
I had you there, but then I let you go
And now it's only fair that I should let you know
What you should know
Notti curled up in his seat with his eyes shut trying to hold back the tears.
I can't live, if living is without you
I can't live, I can't give anymore
I can't live, if living is without you
I can't live, I can't give anymore
Yamapi hoped Notti could keep it together…in some ways he was the weakest of them all. In others he was the strongest…but he needed everyone to survive but in New York he would be all alone and he was terrified for his lover.
Well, I can't forget this evening
And your face when you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile, but in your eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows
Notti was sure he couldn’t last a year without any of his friends…and definitely not without the one person who kept him strong…Yamapi.
I can't live, if living is without you