I'm spending money way faster then i should. Was manic as hell today and crashed as i got home. naked camgirl was enough not to make me want to do stupid things to myself but it's days like this i wish i boxed so i could go out and get the shit kicked out of me. And i don't want to be a drain on everyone. i looked back at my old posts, why would ( Read more... )

ok i'm posting here because i doubt anyone still follows me. I'm having an issue with i'll call it bi-polar whiplash. It used to be i could do something nice for someone and feel good about it for a while. days, then only a day, then hours, then a few mins. now i'm not even done doing it and the wave of despair and hollowness hits. between this and ( Read more... )

there are days when for no reason the black tide rises and all i want to do is kill and main. if i die doing it so much the better

ok so my dad has a "speak and spell" program on his pc. i try to explain that yes, while the words are all spelled correctly they are not all right. i am one for run on sentences but my dad is in the Olympics for them, 3/4s of a paragraph not a comma or period to be seen. now as a reference the whole page was two paragraphs.

give it a try what do you have to lose
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I AM NOT INSANE YOU ALL ARE.

happy turkey day to all who eat it and happy whatever you eat day to those who don't

so yesterday was a good day, went got Regina hung out watched bad movies, kinda gamed, slept woke up drove her home. then the suck happened, got home to find out my check didn't show up. now i set my finances to hit zero today just when my check would show up. it did my part but it failed to do it's part now i'm stranded with places to be....

ok so spent almost 5 hours in the car yesterday but it was all worth it. went to see Zombieland last night all made up as a zombie. the event dwindled for the 12-16 people we had maybes from to 9 people in zombie gear and 1 lone survivor. after that 2 went home 3 went to a party and 5 of us went to chili's for dinner. the server knew we were coming ( Read more... )

ok new plan. anyone know where i can sell a kidney? and does it have to be mine?