Approximately one month ago I began attending the Fredrick Banting Alternate School in Kanata. Upon arriving at this school I was shocked and alarmed to discover that this school hosted more than one race - so clearly I regretted bringing my three hundred dollar disc man to the building of higher education. As I was already suffering from "culture ( Read more... )

The National Celebration of love, that singular day named after Saint Valentine, who I assume wasn't really 3 feet tall with wings and a curly mop of hair, this day is fast approaching and the only new email I've received today was regarding blended tuna cat food .. Lucky me. I bet you are all wondering why I havent written in my live journal in ( Read more... )

Imagine that there was a horrendous fire in a twelve story building, let's assume Andrew was located on the first story as the building burns like a hellish inferno, but let's also assume that there was a 12 pound sewer rat in the 12th floor air-duct, it would take approximately 15 minutes to remove the grate of the air duct to save the sewer rat, ( Read more... )

It's as if I am a mirror image of the person I swore I would never become, fear and desperation have driven me to a state of mind which is so paralyzing and painstaking that I would not even wish this sort of turmoil on my worst enemies [aside from you Andrew ( Read more... )

In retrospect, I recall Andrew frequently be in debt to his father for frequently travelling with his companions, which is a positive attribute as he can understand now the importance of why he will be funding all of Napoleans future conquests. Speaking of Andrew in debt, in case he changes this attribute ... at least he will have me to spend his ( Read more... )

Tuesday evening Jessica, Gabriel and I were in attendance of the Kanata Centrum shopping district, in order to make some purchases prior to witnessing A Cinderella Story at the AMC which initially was to Jessica's satisfaction, but much to the dismay of both myself and Gabriel. However, shopping was much to the standards of everyones enjoyment. ( Read more... )

I gave Andrew his one and only chance to voice his opinion in regards to my pregnancy, but he ultimately ran from his responsibilty, which is both selfish and immature, He doesn't seem to realize that it's not about US anymore. His decision to run out on both myself and Napolean (which is what i have nick named my fetus) has made my decision to ( Read more... )

The candle-light fought off the looming darkness, which surrounds me at every corner, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror, a foreign image, each time my eyes wander to my reflection, my perception of myself is shattered. The condensation builds, the bath tub steams, and I shake violently . . . I never knew you were so cold, and it echoes in ( Read more... )

After spending a quiet evening witnessing the film *Starsky and Hutch* at the Mallett residence, Jessica and I were off on a mission of our own . . . Freeing Ashley from the confines of her home. Jessica assisted Ashley in exiting her bedroom window, my task was to hold onto their belongings. . We spent the evening traipsing around the village ( Read more... )

I wish not to discuss at great length the events which have occured these past few days, mainly because I suspect that if I were to recall and describe what has transpired, I would succomb to the pain of the harsh reality of it all. I guess all I really can say, is that in retrospect, I can recognize events leading up to my ultimate downfall, and ( Read more... )