so0o yeah i kno i havent written in awhile but thatz cuz i was grounded frm the comp and then the internet wasnt working and well yeah so therapy is great..kind of...i mean i like jeff(my therapist) but i dunt reelli think itz working too well and hes sending me over to the physchiatrist to see if i need to be put on happy pills...yumm...lol..jk... ( Read more... )

o man, megz parti last night was a lot of fun..i got to hang out with sum people i never get to see this year and i danced alot..lol..me + dancing = a great night..haha..yeah but i realized that im attracted to mike and in that moment i also realized that im over josh..great isnt it..i mean, i still love him and i always will (cuz he's the 1st guy ( Read more... )

heyy evryone!! this is my new journal... http://www.blurty.com/users/xblondiex_16/Read more... )

yea so right now life juss basically sux..being depressed is not a good feeling...and crying all the time juss makes u tired (emotionally, physically, and mentally) well heres sumthing that not all of u kno...exactly 2 weeks ago my parents found out that i cut myself...i started in february of sophmore yr and the last time i cut myself was about 3 ( Read more... )

kk yeah so answer these questions about me and be completeky honest ok? and tara..i ahve a bathroom so u can take a crap...lol ( Read more... )

kk well lauara wanted me to tell u guys all about teh fun stuff we do together..like the last time i slept over...lol..it was so random...kk so i went to her house and met all her neighbors..they were all reelli cool, especially danielle cuz she bought me, laur, and britt sum special lil things that i hadnt had in about 2 yrs...omg!! they were good ( Read more... )

yeah so i luv josh still...i didnt want to but i do..and now everything sux ass..james hates me now, josh is prolly never gunna go bak out with me, im annoying teh shyt outta my frends by talking bout all this....and everyone thinks im an idiot(but tahtz not surprising news)...yeah so heres the story...josh might liek me again and he told kristin ( Read more... )

heyy the block party yesterday was the best (well, last year's was better with the dunk tank, but it was fun anyway)i had so much fun with tara, kim, erin, dan, carl, (tara <3's) JIMMY, george, (reelli hott) gary, and travis...me and tara couldnt stop laughing wenever travis talked..lol..and this morning was the annual "morning after party" where ( Read more... )