life sux
yea so right now life juss basically sux..being depressed is not a good feeling...and crying all the time juss makes u tired (emotionally, physically, and mentally) well heres sumthing that not all of u kno...exactly 2 weeks ago my parents found out that i cut myself...i started in february of sophmore yr and the last time i cut myself was about 3 weeks ago...back then i cried maybe 2 or 3 times a week. then me and josh went out and i was always so happy wen i was with him. i felt so safe and secure with him. then he found out about the cutting and made me stop but then we broke up and i started again...and now i cry every damn day..u dont kno wut itz like...especially wenever i pick up sumthing sharp..the 1st thought that runs thru my mind is "hmm i wonder how much i can hurt myself with this"...god i hate it...im sposed to get a therapist...yeah im sure that will help alot...w/e im tired and i need to get ready 4 work which sux cuz every1 else gets to go to the homecoming game..so if u read this take pity on me and come visit me be4 u go to the game!! <3 krissi