I'm drunk firstly. Secondly I'm eating a snack. I feel... hefffer-ish. I was a ninja turtle at lunch today and then I was cruella deville just now tonight downtown. And I just got home and I'm "unsober" but tomorrow is Saturday and I have to take my 22s off my jeep and put my "snow boots" on and I'm sad for that ( Read more... )

I seriously feel like I'm in a dream when he wants to hang out with me ( Read more... )

Time to buckle down.
The man of my dreams is actually interested and he's incredibly buff. I've watched him since the day I saw him at the gym. And now he wants me. If only he could get over the dumbass cheating ex of his. He will.
But I need to trim down again. I feel like I can do it in a decently healthy way. We'll see.
Today I ate:
70cal Soup
Around ( Read more... )

So I work Monday and Tuesday nights (after getting off work at my full-time job!) and i usually only have to do one thing (ie vaccuum/mop/wipe down equipment/clean bathrooms etc) but tonight they decided i need to do it all... EVERY night... granted i'm only here 2 nights a week and sometimes on the weekends but seriously! I'm peeved. So thats a ( Read more... )

the best thing to happen this week was last night's sunset ( Read more... )

118! i finally broke past the 120's! ive been trying to do that for so long now! I'm so proud of myself! although I ate really horrible today, but I will not eat much tomorrow. If anything. wow start my day off venting about a boy and end up weighing myself and finding out ive finally overtaken a milestone ( Read more... )

I'm done trying with him. All he wants is sex or phone sex. therefore I'm giving up. If he likes me as much as he says he'll try to readd me to everything (myspace, etc.) when he's single or ready to be mature about things. I'm just tired of the begging for me to come over and making me feel like shit when I can't come. So this entry might sound ( Read more... )

I'm getting tired of this life. I'm so confused. I feel nothing as I walk around this house. Its not a home. I feel nothing when he touches me or kisses me. I just want out. But is been only 2 months since I moved in here. How horrible would that be to leave him here in this house we built together. I know I'm pretty cold hearted but that would be ( Read more... )

He has a girlfriend...
I think.

No wonder I haven't heard from him for a few days... I still think about him literally daily. But wow. I'm so selfish thinking that would never happen b/c he was so into me... I guess I just wasnt prepared...

Why do I constantly think of 2 things ( Read more... )