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the first trip, her arms wrapped around me like a long lost friend rekindled. i felt more welcomed than ever before in my life. i felt like i finally belonged somewhere. but was it bcause of the tie that i felt this? was it because she felt like this that i did? or was i just meant to feel the love that the city could provide and say a hello and ( Read more... )

have you ever had that sudden realization that everything you were was a lie? everything that youve worked so hard for in life and you thought you were beginning to get a grasp on, was never even there to begin with? the life i knew is completely falling apart. nothing makes sense anymore, but in this weird way, everything is becoming more and more ( Read more... )

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So, it's been a loooong while since I've updated. Well, I haven't really had time or been in the mood to express myself to anyone. Not even myself. All the things that I'm upset about are trivial compared to all the shit going on in the world right now. So, I bottle everything up....well, now it's overflowing and the little stuff is making me react ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in a while, and im at work and about to get off, so this will be short and sweet. a lot of shit has been going on....some good, mainly stressful. but things are getting better. ill discuss more later. not that anyone read this crap. but i guess its good for me to get things out of just my head. i always used to feel better when ( Read more... )

this is something my boss sent the whole office today to try and get us to work together....and all that warm fuzzy crapola ( Read more... )

im going to keep this short and sweet.....my cat gadget just died today. life is grand and i wanna kill everyone that comes in contact with me. fuck everyone, fuck everything....im angry with everything and nothing at all, depressed about everything and nothing at all....all in all, ive gone insane and im sorry to those who loved and knew me before ( Read more... )

And the verdict is....We are putting Roxie down today. Leaving work early to go say my goodbyes and have them do the deed. My baby girl is now gone. I love my life....really....its the greatest.

To anyone who knew Roxie. She's really sick and probably wont make it through the weekend. Actually, probably wont make it through tonight/today. We realized something was wrong on 4th of july weekend and things have been going further and further downhill. At first they thought it was lymphoma (deadly cancer), but the test results came back ( Read more... )