After a gruelling 12 hour session of poker, i was driving through my usual route home which is often obstrcuted by moderately heavy traffic but at 1am it was contrastingly desolute. half way up Gordon st, a woman seemingly out of no where appeared in the middle of the street, waving her arms in the air trying to signal me to stop ( Read more... )

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i had the most lovely dream the other night. i was falling from a clear cloudless azure sky, feeling totally overwhelmed by the blueness. usually when im falling in a dream, i am in extreme panic but this time around i felt extreme bliss, like i was falling into something so potentially wonderful. im not sure what that something is, but i hope its ( Read more... )

the most adorable MV ever. i wish i could find one with english subtitles. too cute.

sometimes i really worry about turning senile. i dont fear the natural process of aging per se but more so the myriad of debilitating ilnesses that accompany it and experiencing the slow or sometimes sudden decline and deterioration of ones mental and physical faculties which will eventually result in dependancy on others ( Read more... )

it isnt uncommon for people to react suprisingly when i tell them my age. the reoccuring response is that i still look 18 or 19 and this is usually even more exaggerated with my caucasian counterparts. for instance, awhile ago i visited my local GP and when he asked my age he almost seemed bewildered at how i could possibly be 23 and proceeded to ( Read more... )

when standing behind a roulette or blackjack table dealing a game, it almost seems incomprehensable as to how someone can gamble away their time and hard earned money. the allure of gambling, glamourised by film no longer lingers when you realise that more often than not it isnt some filthy rich tycoon or a spy with a license to kill gambling but ( Read more... )

i resigned from my job. maybe i acted a little rash but everything about it was finally getting to me. the rotational shift work, monotony, unbearable ennui and most importantly my overall shift in mentality ( Read more... )

about a month ago a friend of mine who just recently caught the fitness bug convinced me to join him on one of his daily runs. we planned to jog all the way down to essendon train station, which is a good 3 of 4km away ( Read more... )

i spent chinese new year in a dehydrated state moaning and groaning on a frineds couch, promising myself that i wont drink another sip of alcohol. you know that feeling of throwing up so much and continuing to regurtitate despite having nothing coming out due to most of it already being splattered on the ground, on your jeans and a little dripping ( Read more... )