well I've been a working woman for almost 2 weeks now, and I've done really well. the house is a mess, but I'm sure all that will get sorted out with a little time management and adjusting chores with matt. I really like working again. I miss the kids like CRAZY, but it's such a nice break to just drive all night getting to listen to the radio and ( Read more... )

well the other night I was waiting for the nurse to sign in medications and there was this old man they call "ziggy"--because he looks like the cartoon...... well he keeps getting closer and closer and closer to me.....totally invading my bubble....well I go to walk away and ( Read more... )

Congratulations, nicole ( Read more... )

my life seems to have done a 180. matt and I are great. money's tight but good. sears credit card should be paid off in early october without us hurting much. the boys are wonderful (sick right now with eye infections and an ear infection but behaving wonderfully) I've made a great friend who lives just a few miles away. the house has been spotless ( Read more... )

I'm lonely and getting extremely depressed ( Read more... )

brock called. more credit issues ( Read more... )

tomorrow I go in for my physical to see if I'm qualified to run tests on and give meds to that they have no clue actually work the way they are supposed to. fun fun fun. if I get in I can make up to $3000, which will be awesome. that should pay for the flooring and the paint for the house. a woman on my mommies group offered for me to use her ( Read more... )

today is a jam packed day full of cleaning house, trying to weed out anything and everything we don't want to bring with us in the move ( Read more... )

I'm really really excited about the house. matt and I talked about it, and it's going to be great.I just hope I can make money stretch far enough to get all if not most of the things I want, like all new floors, new refrigerator, couches, mattresses, paint on the walls, light fixtures, etc. I'm going to sit down later and try to figure it all up. I ( Read more... )

it looks like the house is ours...unofficially ofcourse...I hope I'm able to get it fixed up. I feel so bad, I'm not even excited. I would've been bouncing off the walls in the other one. maybe even attempting to do some flips. but this one...nope. nothing. not even a genuine smile. am I making a mistake? should I say no, this house isn't for me, ( Read more... )