guinea pig
tomorrow I go in for my physical to see if I'm qualified to run tests on and give meds to that they have no clue actually work the way they are supposed to. fun fun fun. if I get in I can make up to $3000, which will be awesome. that should pay for the flooring and the paint for the house. a woman on my mommies group offered for me to use her mother in law's name as a referral and she'll give me half of any money she recieves. I hope this all works out the way it should.
I found a good deal on a tigerwood floor for the living room. it's gorgeous. not as dark as I originally wanted, but this floor is absolutely beautiful. $2.09 a foot if everything goes right and $1.10 a foot for the slate wanna be tile, but I'm not sold on the tile yet, so we'll see.
please let this go well for us too. we've been so blessed lately. it's going to be so hard to be away from the boys for a week though.
I'm so insecure. my mother will be watching them at night for that week and the thought crossed my mind that they would feel closer to her than me. that's just bull. I know that a few hours a night with her will never copmare to their lives with me. hell, it wouldn't compare to one day with me. being mommy is awesome. I'm trying to be positive and look at it as a vacation from everything. which is much needed. I do hope they have some sort of visitor pass or something so I can see the boys for a little bit. my sweet boys.
we also found out today that our suzuki is paid off. YAY!
I found a good deal on a tigerwood floor for the living room. it's gorgeous. not as dark as I originally wanted, but this floor is absolutely beautiful. $2.09 a foot if everything goes right and $1.10 a foot for the slate wanna be tile, but I'm not sold on the tile yet, so we'll see.
please let this go well for us too. we've been so blessed lately. it's going to be so hard to be away from the boys for a week though.
I'm so insecure. my mother will be watching them at night for that week and the thought crossed my mind that they would feel closer to her than me. that's just bull. I know that a few hours a night with her will never copmare to their lives with me. hell, it wouldn't compare to one day with me. being mommy is awesome. I'm trying to be positive and look at it as a vacation from everything. which is much needed. I do hope they have some sort of visitor pass or something so I can see the boys for a little bit. my sweet boys.
we also found out today that our suzuki is paid off. YAY!