so when one writes x's and o's at the end of a letter or what have you, which is which? is there a known rule that i'm just not aware of or is it up for your own interpretation? if it is then i think o's are kisses and x's are hugs. this is my big thought of the day.....this might could be a bad sign if that's all i can come up with.

so i decided that i'm not going to go by any variations of jennifer anymore...unless at work. not jenny, jennifer, or jenn....or even jenny rae. after this week it seems to me that i'm completely different and it also got really annoying because everyone's name seemed to be jenn so i've decided not to do it anymore....sick of turning my head ( Read more... )

so i had to get used to waking up at 5am again when for the last week that's about the time i was going to sleep. so of course i woke up a billion times before 5 actually hit. thank god i take naps on my breaks. work is super busy so i guess it doesn't suck that bad....it's just that mich was so much better. going to go out on a 'date' if you ( Read more... )

well i'm back from mich fest. let me say that that was the most amazing thing i've ever done and will go back every year that i can. i surprised myself at how social i'm capable of being and comfortable with myself and being able to go out alone i was. i spent the mornings and evenings with my girls but had no problem running around on my own to ( Read more... )

here's my theory today. nothing steller. i think someone walked all over my grass and killed it. then they shoved me over to the other side of the fence (mind you that i wanted to stay where i was and had no choice). now i'm on the other side....i'm not so sure about the dead side anymore. it would take a lot of work and watering and i tried ( Read more... )

this thing is a piece of shit i say! i can find summer and yet not add her all at the same time. good thing we talk all the time i guess.

for some reason i can't read any of summer's postings. it appears as if she just got removed from my list....which really sucks cuz i know she can see mine. at any rate...tell me your name again or something so that i can get you back on here. holy shit....i can't stop thinking about mich fest next week. i do this thing where i either pack way ( Read more... )

it especially sucks when someone tells you that this stree is for sure not a one way. so you believe them cuz you blindly tend to put all your faith in other people eventhough you know you're completely naive and it always bites you in the ass. so you're going down this road and then you suddenly realize that you're going the wrong way completely ( Read more... )

wow, those caps were really hard to type. i'm gonna give them up now. i'm sure russians are great people as a whole but lately i must be running into the bad ones. ok so it's only two so i'd hate to stereotype them but man they drive me nuts. the woman i work in the lab with is seriously treading on thin ice for me. you know once my buttons ( Read more... )

good thing i've watched all the buffy dvds cuz man...what nightmares i had last night. it was one of those night where you really think that you haven't fallen asleep one time but you remember your dream so you know that you must have been sleeping. so the mood of the day is bored out of my mind and tired to boot. i hope some chemistry comes my ( Read more... )