reality is fucking hard!
well i'm back from mich fest. let me say that that was the most amazing thing i've ever done and will go back every year that i can. i surprised myself at how social i'm capable of being and comfortable with myself and being able to go out alone i was. i spent the mornings and evenings with my girls but had no problem running around on my own to meet all sorts of new people and do things that i normally would never do. we camped in the twilight zone which totally rocked my world. le tigre was the best concert although i did like tribe 8 once they got their tranny preaching out of the way. i met a pretty rocking girl that happens to be way hot at the indigo girls concert. she came and found me at the fire pit for the kegger night and everyone did naked slip and slide. too bad we had to go take a shower together to get all the oil off. we shared my tent for each night after that....so 3 nights and spent most of the days together as well. we went on a date to the field and laid on a tarp and watched the meteor shower which kicked ass. the last night we hooked up with one of her friends from mpls.....actually 5 blocks down the road from where i live....and we all shared my tent that night. i never walked around naked but i did plenty of packing and the last night for some reason i let everyone spank my bare ass. i wonder how i let them talk me into that one cuz it fucking hurt. so there was plenty of beer, sex, and drugs...and of course rock and roll. the only bad thing would have been the shits you get from all that healthy 'we eat beans for every meal' good. once i learned to eat mostly peanut butter and honey sandwiches i was golden. the ferry ride across lake mich each way was really cool too. got to stay up front and look up at the sky and meet tons of other chicks from the festival. it sucks coming home though. the first thing we did was go get steak and ribs and all sorts of other junk food. the first guy we spoke to was a cop...we asked him for directions. pretty fucked up when you don't even see a man in a week and the first one you do see has a damn gun. go figure. and i got hit on by a guy working at the gas station tonight. this has been happening lately for some odd reason cuz i really don't feel as if i'm very attractive to men....i guess some are desperate....or they think they can watch. so after a day of napping, laundry, and mowing the lawn i'm going to catch up on my sleep and hate going back to work tomorrow. at least i get to go out on a date with my new mpls friend this week. she's super cute, going to be a librarian, and she loves a girl with a strap-on. sounds like i'm in for some fun.