I have a problem.....I really truly honestly hate my fucking life feel like a Fucking waste of space

i really just cant stand mylife right now

Why not no one reads this shit anymore at least i can vent to myself ( Read more... )

wow just remembered i had this thing its been so long. and what do you know im in the same situation i  was in the last time i wrote in it. live is falling apart because of a fucking woman. i think its just in your nature to be the best thing that ever happened to us then just walk away and act like nothing ever happened. what bothers me the most ( Read more... )

honestly im just bored and i did this for soph so i have done everything i can to forget but sadly two years later i still have dreams if that gurl dosent haunt my mfing dreams i swear it weird ill go months and months without even the tinest though or care then out of know where ill have a dream that has her in it and it kills me i wake up to niki ( Read more... )

i am a damn idiot why did i try to hide it i was afraid of  what she might think. im terified that shes just gonna walk away from me i was so afraid she hates people lying to her and i did i told her i never did it. mother fucke.r why did i try to hide it. man i have been fucking up so much lately. wow that is fucking amazing. i'm horrible at ( Read more... )

wow goin back and reading this i realize that U SUCK ANNA SOPHIA FUCKING RILEY u were a bitch at first but i wanted u so bad i thought u would be different then low and behold u get me kiked out of school and royally fuck me over when it comes to school kudos u fucking bitch

MAN fuck her ill take 90 this time maybe i wont wake up

it was u that made me feel like there was nothing else for me to be 
it was because of u i almost died and when i thought i was threw and out of thinking of u
this is sent to me "i still care alot about u silly boy" 
i call bull shit she just want to have the power over me and it makes me want to die ahh
ill be ok though i have grown up since i left ( Read more... )

tell me why my world is falling apart now that she is gone! i cant eat i cant sleep my LIFE SUCKS and now she has a new boyfreind like that dosent make me want to die