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Life of a angry OCD
Wake up.
Still tired.
Drink Coffee.
Still tired.
Clean.
Cook.
Do things I shouldn't have to do.
Get Drunk.
Wait for sunset.
Dream and be free....
Wake and do it again. -
Faint vocal echos in a fat-head.
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I've got a secret, its at the tip of my tongue, its on the back of my lungs, and I'm gonna keep it.
Since I left highschool I've always had an endless void of my mind dedicated to anger/fear/sadness, but after a trip to just the gates of the inferno Dante traveled; An endless view straight to the bottom of the pit, and I saw a reality I can't cross. A world of true pain was lain out with a simple volentary admitance to my inward anger I refused ( Read more... ) -
And just like that the last black page turned white...
After tumbling as far as my father's genes could allow me to into the black void of emotional borg space, I will most definately be trying to post some shit up on this page. -
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaand I'm back.
Hello my Lj journal. It's surprising how relaxing it is to type on a computer instead of using a gray marker. After a trip to our local CSU I've come back with a much easier mindset! -
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I might not even compare to others suffering. But everyday my insides burn and hurt. I try to solve the pain with medicine and it stops working. I just want to sleep....When I go to sleep when they look at me, maybe I'll stop feeling so bad. -
For the ones who influanced me the most.
I really don't know what to say. I'm not good at writing in journals but everyone tells me its natural and healthy to put your emotion in some form of text. I don't know ( Read more... ) -
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My loniliness is almost unbarable. I'm trapped in my own mental prison that I can't find a way out of. What can I do? Maybe I think to much. But that's all I have to do. I can't face the ugly world outside those doors. There is nothing out there looking for me or waiting for me ( Read more... ) -
Fucking hate maggots
Man lately not just my house but like everywhere else I go to hang out people have armys of flies in their houses. Its fucking nuts. Then I went to clean up the house and found maggots in our garbage. Ugh. Makes me want to vomit. Not cause they are maggots but because of how they move. Man..