Primeval fic: The Hand Of Fate (12/12)
Title: The Hand Of Fate (12/12)
Fandom: Primeval
Author: knitekat
Word Count: 2216 words in this part out of 24,580 overall.
Characters: James Lester, David 'Ditzy' Owen (OC), Jon Lyle (OC) with Ryan, Jenny and Lorraine and the SFOC boys (Blade, Finn and Kermit) making an appearance, plus Jacks (OC) and other OCs.
Pairings: Lester/Ditzy, Ditzy/Lyle, Blade/Lorraine (implied), Becker/Danny (mentioned)
Rating: 18
Disclaimer: Primeval belongs to Impossible Pictures. Certainly not me. Writing for fun and will replace. Ditzy and the SFOCs belong to Fredbassett, thanks for letting me borrow them. Jacks belongs to me.
A/N: For my trope bingo prompt: free space = au: alternative gender norms aka alpha/beta/omega . Many thanks go to Fififolle for the beta and advice. All remaining mistakes are mine.
Warnings: A/B/O, angst, attempted non-con, dub-con, hurt/comfort, knotting, mpreg, pre-slash, slash, soul bonding.
Part 11 - The Hand Of Fate.
Ditzy woke in the night, his every sense straining as he searched for what had woken him. Lester lay curled beside him, snoring softly and looking years younger as he slumbered peacefully. Ditzy couldn't figure out what had disturbed him and was just settling back down when he felt his heat stir early. He lay there, letting the heat flow through him and just luxuriating in the presence of Lester for a few minutes, knowing he had to wake him and not knowing how Lester would react. Ditzy hoped the alpha would let him stay and... he took a deep breath and reached over to wake Lester. It was Lester's choice whether he shared Ditzy's heat or not, no matter how much Ditzy wanted him to. He considered waking Lester with a kiss, before reaching over and gently shaking him. “James, wake up.”
“Nnnn.” Lester turned over and hugged his pillow.
Ditzy smiled as his... as Lester settled back into sleep, before nudging him again. “James, I really need you to wake up.” When Lester snuggled deeper into his pillow, Ditzy bit back a sigh and shook Lester's shoulder harder.
“Some of us have meetings tomorrow, lieutenant, and not all of us can sleep on the job.”
“James...” Ditzy paused before deciding he needed to grow some balls and just tell Lester. “I'm going into heat.”
Lester shot awake, his eyes wide as he sniffed. “Ah.”
“Can I stay?” Ditzy asked, trying not to whine.
“David... I can't be the best candidate you've got?”
If Ditzy hadn't known the truth, he would have thought Lester was after having his ego stroked. As it was, he bit back his sigh and looked straight into Lester's eyes. “I don't want anyone else, James. I want you as my mate. If you'd have me, I want to spend our lives together.”
“David, I'm not...”
Ditzy kissed Lester to shut him up. “I know you, James. You're a good man and what any omega would want in their alpha.” He felt his heat grow and pulled back. “I want you, James, but I'd understand if you're not ready for this heat.”
“You really want my kits?”
“I want you, James.” Ditzy forced himself not to kiss Lester again, he couldn't risk it, not with his heat rising. Ditzy swallowed before forcing his next words out, knowing they were a lie but... Lester did mean more to him. “Having your kits would be a bonus, but if you never want them... I'd understand.” He let out a mournful chirp when Lester shook his head, thinking the man had rejected him. He needed to leave before it was too late, Lyle would help him and then... could he stay at the ARC now, seeing Lester every day when he knew the alpha didn't want him?
Lester reached out to catch Ditzy's arm and tugged the omega back down, sniffing before cursing softly and pressing a kiss against his lips. “I'm not rejecting you, David. I just... how can you want me?”
“Because you're perfect James.” Ditzy smiled at the disbelieving snort Lester uttered. “You are. You're smart and snarky, brave and resolute and loyal. You've stood up for the team, no matter how much they annoy you.”
“Especially Cutter,” Lester interrupted.
“Definitely.” Ditzy leaned in and dropped his voice to a confidential whisper, “You know the lads have a book on how long it will take you to lose it with him.”
“Oh?” Lester's eyebrow quirked before he added, “And have you got a bet on?”
“Now that would be telling.”
“True, we wouldn't want the lads suspecting you of inside information.”
Ditzy smiled, enjoying their banter before a cramp swept through him. “Fuck!”
Lester started to reach out for him before hesitating and pulling back. “David?”
“Please, James. I want you. I love you.” Heat coiled in his belly and his thighs were already damp. “But only if you want me.”
Lester paused for a long moment, long enough for Ditzy's own fears of rejection to grow, before he surged forward and kissed Ditzy hard. “Want you so much, David.”
“Yes.” Ditzy rubbed his face against Lester's, mingling their scents as his heat ebbed and flowed within him.
“Want you, wanted you for so long. Never dreamt...” Lester breathed as he pressed kisses against Ditzy's overheated skin, nipping at his jaw before drifting slowly down Ditzy's body, latching onto a taut and sensitive nipple and sucking on it like a kit.
Ditzy writhed beneath him, mewing softly as Lester slipped between his parted thighs and spreading them wider. Lester licked him intimately, his tongue curling into Ditzy's omega channel and then Ditzy was bucking as Lester's thumb pressed against his anus, slipping inside that tight pucker. The dual penetrations were almost too much sensation and Ditzy twisted free with a needy cry, rolling onto his hands and knees to present himself to his alpha. He chirped when he felt Lester grip his hips tightly and then cried out as he was entered. He pushed back to meet each of Lester's thrusts, needing his barbs so badly it bloody hurt.
“Going to breed you, going to make you mine.”
Lester thrust harder and harder before he paused and both men groaned as the alpha's barb filled and held them locked together. Ditzy felt Lester press kisses against his bowed neck as Lester's hips jerked forwards over and over again as he repeatedly spurted deep inside Ditzy's willing body.
Still bound together, Lester eased them onto their sides and pressed kisses against Ditzy's neck and shoulders, nuzzling and gently nipping as he rubbed his cheeks and chin against Ditzy's sweat-slicked back to mingle their scents. While his hips continued to jerk as his cock shot its load repeatedly inside Ditzy, Lester slipped his hand down Ditzy's body to wrap around his cock, teasing and stroking the firm flesh until Ditzy cried out, coming hard as he squeezed hard around Lester.
After several moments, Ditzy felt Lester soften inside him and braced himself for the pleasure and pain of the baby barbs as Lester withdrew. Crying out as they ripped into his sensitive tissues and knowing he wanted more. But for now, he was content to lie in Lester's arms, held tight against his chest and knowing he was wanted.
He could feel the steady breathing of Lester against his neck and then smiled at his soft snores. Ditzy knew he should follow Lester into sleep, that in a few hours he'd be ready and needing to mate again. He smiled at the thought of the next few days, of Lester mating and barbing him over and over again, of being bred by the perfect alpha.
***
Ditzy lay in Lester's embrace and couldn't think of a time he'd had a better boyfriend, in heat or out of it. Lester was so bloody attentive of his every need, making sure he showered and ate regularly, giving him massages and snuggling up to him and just talking when his heat ebbed. Ditzy found out so much about the man behind the snark and revealed just as much back. He truly began to feel their relationship would survive after his heat passed, he wanted Lester to be a hands on father to the kits he was surely carrying.
Ditzy had opened his mouth several times to ask Lester if he wanted the same, but the knowledge they were both affected by his heat stopped him. As much as Ditzy wanted to proclaim he was Lester's queen, he knew the man wouldn't believe it wasn't just the heat talking. He needed to wait until his heat was over and his mind clear and even then Ditzy knew he might have difficulty convincing the heart-broken alpha of his sincerity, for Lester's first queen had probably uttered similar words in heat before leaving Lester broken and forgotten.
The shifting of the bed signalled Lester's waking and Ditzy turned in his arms to greet him with a kiss. “Slept well?”
Lester smiled at him, a true smile that reached the alpha's eyes and gave Ditzy hope for the future. “Yes, thank you.” He slowly brought their lips together, sighing when Ditzy asked for entrance and they spent several moments just kissing.
Ditzy reluctantly pulled away with a wince as a cramp hit him.
Lester held him tightly and rubbed their noses together, pressing kisses against Ditzy's face as the waves swept through him. “What do you want, David?”
“You,” Ditzy cried out as his writhed on the bed, feeling wetness between his thighs and knowing it was soaking Lester's expensive silk sheets. “Please, need you so badly.”
Lester kissed him once more on the lips. “You have me, my David.” He pulled free and moved back so Ditzy could present himself, arse jiggling and thighs wet.
Ditzy whimpered until he felt Lester grip his hips, and then cried out when he felt the alpha's tongue against him, licking and probing as he lapped up the wetness dripping from Ditzy's omega channel. “Please, James.”
“Anything.”
Ditzy almost cried out in loss as the warm tongue left him, before he did cry out as Lester's cock filled him. He pushed back against Lester, seeking to take him as deeply as he could, feeling the rough barbed head graze against his inner walls before the barb started to swell inside him. He cried out as Lester shoved in hard and froze as the barb took hold.
It felt so bloody good when Lester pressed kisses against his sweaty back as his hand jerked Ditzy off, Lester's voice was low and raw as he gasped, “Mine,” and “So good,” and the one that made Ditzy's heart soar with hope, “I love you.” Lester growled low in his throat and then Ditzy felt his teeth latch onto his neck, gripping hard as he thrust harder and deeper as if attempting to make them one.
“Love you,” Ditzy cried back and felt his heat crash down so hard, so relentlessly that he hardly knew where he ended and Lester began. He could feel Lester's cock move inside him and... somehow, he could feel himself thrust inside tight heat. He could feel Lester's love and need and then everything blacked out as he came.
***
Ditzy slowly woke in the morning, sore and sated and realised his heat was over. He also realised he could still feel Lester inside his head, he could feel Lester's hand rubbing over his belly and the ghostly sensation of rubbing his hand over that same belly. Bloody hell, they had bonded, they had bloody soul bonded. Ditzy couldn't help the smile that split his face or the joy and happiness that swept through his body and through the new bond.
He could feel when those emotions fully woke Lester, who tensed and sniffed before his hand paused and he began to draw back. Ditzy turned over when he felt the stab of fear spike through their bond, dragging Lester into a kiss. “No, James, I don't regret a single moment, any of it.”
Lester just stared at him in disbelief. “Are you sure?”
Ditzy almost sighed as he felt the distance between them through the bond and knew Lester was shielding, he obviously didn't trust him... no, Ditzy knew that wasn't true, the alpha couldn't risk his heart being broken again. “Perfectly, James. I love you.” Ditzy reached out for Lester's hand, placing it back on his belly. “How could I regret this? Having your kits growing inside me.” He rubbed their noses together as he continued, “Feel the bond, James. Trust it.”
Lester's eyes widened as he opened himself slowly to the bond, and he gave a tentative smile, “Kits?” When Ditzy nodded, Lester added, “Are you really sure?”
“About you or the kits?” Ditzy asked before kissing Lester, demanding entrance and snogging him breathless. “Both, my love, my James, my alpha, my all. I want you and I want our kits. Can't you feel that through our bond?” Ditzy could feel Lester's slow, cautious exploration of the bond and sent all the love he felt for him through it, hearing Lester spit in surprise as the emotion rolled over him. For an instant he felt only surprise and confusion before all was overcome by the intense feelings of love and gratefulness that surged through the bond from Lester. “I love you, James. I'm your queen.” He entwined his fingers with Lester's as they rested on Ditzy's belly. “These are our kits growing inside me.” He kissed Lester softly. “And I will never willingly leave you, James.”
“Love you, David. Always and forever.”
Ditzy snuggled against Lester when his lover pulled him against his chest, drifting asleep as love sang through their bond. He could feel Lester's presence in the back of his mind, separate yet part of him, through the bond that tied them together, for now and always.
Part 11 - The Hand Of Fate
Fandom: Primeval
Author: knitekat
Word Count: 2216 words in this part out of 24,580 overall.
Characters: James Lester, David 'Ditzy' Owen (OC), Jon Lyle (OC) with Ryan, Jenny and Lorraine and the SFOC boys (Blade, Finn and Kermit) making an appearance, plus Jacks (OC) and other OCs.
Pairings: Lester/Ditzy, Ditzy/Lyle, Blade/Lorraine (implied), Becker/Danny (mentioned)
Rating: 18
Disclaimer: Primeval belongs to Impossible Pictures. Certainly not me. Writing for fun and will replace. Ditzy and the SFOCs belong to Fredbassett, thanks for letting me borrow them. Jacks belongs to me.
A/N: For my trope bingo prompt: free space = au: alternative gender norms aka alpha/beta/omega . Many thanks go to Fififolle for the beta and advice. All remaining mistakes are mine.
Warnings: A/B/O, angst, attempted non-con, dub-con, hurt/comfort, knotting, mpreg, pre-slash, slash, soul bonding.
Part 11 - The Hand Of Fate.
Ditzy woke in the night, his every sense straining as he searched for what had woken him. Lester lay curled beside him, snoring softly and looking years younger as he slumbered peacefully. Ditzy couldn't figure out what had disturbed him and was just settling back down when he felt his heat stir early. He lay there, letting the heat flow through him and just luxuriating in the presence of Lester for a few minutes, knowing he had to wake him and not knowing how Lester would react. Ditzy hoped the alpha would let him stay and... he took a deep breath and reached over to wake Lester. It was Lester's choice whether he shared Ditzy's heat or not, no matter how much Ditzy wanted him to. He considered waking Lester with a kiss, before reaching over and gently shaking him. “James, wake up.”
“Nnnn.” Lester turned over and hugged his pillow.
Ditzy smiled as his... as Lester settled back into sleep, before nudging him again. “James, I really need you to wake up.” When Lester snuggled deeper into his pillow, Ditzy bit back a sigh and shook Lester's shoulder harder.
“Some of us have meetings tomorrow, lieutenant, and not all of us can sleep on the job.”
“James...” Ditzy paused before deciding he needed to grow some balls and just tell Lester. “I'm going into heat.”
Lester shot awake, his eyes wide as he sniffed. “Ah.”
“Can I stay?” Ditzy asked, trying not to whine.
“David... I can't be the best candidate you've got?”
If Ditzy hadn't known the truth, he would have thought Lester was after having his ego stroked. As it was, he bit back his sigh and looked straight into Lester's eyes. “I don't want anyone else, James. I want you as my mate. If you'd have me, I want to spend our lives together.”
“David, I'm not...”
Ditzy kissed Lester to shut him up. “I know you, James. You're a good man and what any omega would want in their alpha.” He felt his heat grow and pulled back. “I want you, James, but I'd understand if you're not ready for this heat.”
“You really want my kits?”
“I want you, James.” Ditzy forced himself not to kiss Lester again, he couldn't risk it, not with his heat rising. Ditzy swallowed before forcing his next words out, knowing they were a lie but... Lester did mean more to him. “Having your kits would be a bonus, but if you never want them... I'd understand.” He let out a mournful chirp when Lester shook his head, thinking the man had rejected him. He needed to leave before it was too late, Lyle would help him and then... could he stay at the ARC now, seeing Lester every day when he knew the alpha didn't want him?
Lester reached out to catch Ditzy's arm and tugged the omega back down, sniffing before cursing softly and pressing a kiss against his lips. “I'm not rejecting you, David. I just... how can you want me?”
“Because you're perfect James.” Ditzy smiled at the disbelieving snort Lester uttered. “You are. You're smart and snarky, brave and resolute and loyal. You've stood up for the team, no matter how much they annoy you.”
“Especially Cutter,” Lester interrupted.
“Definitely.” Ditzy leaned in and dropped his voice to a confidential whisper, “You know the lads have a book on how long it will take you to lose it with him.”
“Oh?” Lester's eyebrow quirked before he added, “And have you got a bet on?”
“Now that would be telling.”
“True, we wouldn't want the lads suspecting you of inside information.”
Ditzy smiled, enjoying their banter before a cramp swept through him. “Fuck!”
Lester started to reach out for him before hesitating and pulling back. “David?”
“Please, James. I want you. I love you.” Heat coiled in his belly and his thighs were already damp. “But only if you want me.”
Lester paused for a long moment, long enough for Ditzy's own fears of rejection to grow, before he surged forward and kissed Ditzy hard. “Want you so much, David.”
“Yes.” Ditzy rubbed his face against Lester's, mingling their scents as his heat ebbed and flowed within him.
“Want you, wanted you for so long. Never dreamt...” Lester breathed as he pressed kisses against Ditzy's overheated skin, nipping at his jaw before drifting slowly down Ditzy's body, latching onto a taut and sensitive nipple and sucking on it like a kit.
Ditzy writhed beneath him, mewing softly as Lester slipped between his parted thighs and spreading them wider. Lester licked him intimately, his tongue curling into Ditzy's omega channel and then Ditzy was bucking as Lester's thumb pressed against his anus, slipping inside that tight pucker. The dual penetrations were almost too much sensation and Ditzy twisted free with a needy cry, rolling onto his hands and knees to present himself to his alpha. He chirped when he felt Lester grip his hips tightly and then cried out as he was entered. He pushed back to meet each of Lester's thrusts, needing his barbs so badly it bloody hurt.
“Going to breed you, going to make you mine.”
Lester thrust harder and harder before he paused and both men groaned as the alpha's barb filled and held them locked together. Ditzy felt Lester press kisses against his bowed neck as Lester's hips jerked forwards over and over again as he repeatedly spurted deep inside Ditzy's willing body.
Still bound together, Lester eased them onto their sides and pressed kisses against Ditzy's neck and shoulders, nuzzling and gently nipping as he rubbed his cheeks and chin against Ditzy's sweat-slicked back to mingle their scents. While his hips continued to jerk as his cock shot its load repeatedly inside Ditzy, Lester slipped his hand down Ditzy's body to wrap around his cock, teasing and stroking the firm flesh until Ditzy cried out, coming hard as he squeezed hard around Lester.
After several moments, Ditzy felt Lester soften inside him and braced himself for the pleasure and pain of the baby barbs as Lester withdrew. Crying out as they ripped into his sensitive tissues and knowing he wanted more. But for now, he was content to lie in Lester's arms, held tight against his chest and knowing he was wanted.
He could feel the steady breathing of Lester against his neck and then smiled at his soft snores. Ditzy knew he should follow Lester into sleep, that in a few hours he'd be ready and needing to mate again. He smiled at the thought of the next few days, of Lester mating and barbing him over and over again, of being bred by the perfect alpha.
***
Ditzy lay in Lester's embrace and couldn't think of a time he'd had a better boyfriend, in heat or out of it. Lester was so bloody attentive of his every need, making sure he showered and ate regularly, giving him massages and snuggling up to him and just talking when his heat ebbed. Ditzy found out so much about the man behind the snark and revealed just as much back. He truly began to feel their relationship would survive after his heat passed, he wanted Lester to be a hands on father to the kits he was surely carrying.
Ditzy had opened his mouth several times to ask Lester if he wanted the same, but the knowledge they were both affected by his heat stopped him. As much as Ditzy wanted to proclaim he was Lester's queen, he knew the man wouldn't believe it wasn't just the heat talking. He needed to wait until his heat was over and his mind clear and even then Ditzy knew he might have difficulty convincing the heart-broken alpha of his sincerity, for Lester's first queen had probably uttered similar words in heat before leaving Lester broken and forgotten.
The shifting of the bed signalled Lester's waking and Ditzy turned in his arms to greet him with a kiss. “Slept well?”
Lester smiled at him, a true smile that reached the alpha's eyes and gave Ditzy hope for the future. “Yes, thank you.” He slowly brought their lips together, sighing when Ditzy asked for entrance and they spent several moments just kissing.
Ditzy reluctantly pulled away with a wince as a cramp hit him.
Lester held him tightly and rubbed their noses together, pressing kisses against Ditzy's face as the waves swept through him. “What do you want, David?”
“You,” Ditzy cried out as his writhed on the bed, feeling wetness between his thighs and knowing it was soaking Lester's expensive silk sheets. “Please, need you so badly.”
Lester kissed him once more on the lips. “You have me, my David.” He pulled free and moved back so Ditzy could present himself, arse jiggling and thighs wet.
Ditzy whimpered until he felt Lester grip his hips, and then cried out when he felt the alpha's tongue against him, licking and probing as he lapped up the wetness dripping from Ditzy's omega channel. “Please, James.”
“Anything.”
Ditzy almost cried out in loss as the warm tongue left him, before he did cry out as Lester's cock filled him. He pushed back against Lester, seeking to take him as deeply as he could, feeling the rough barbed head graze against his inner walls before the barb started to swell inside him. He cried out as Lester shoved in hard and froze as the barb took hold.
It felt so bloody good when Lester pressed kisses against his sweaty back as his hand jerked Ditzy off, Lester's voice was low and raw as he gasped, “Mine,” and “So good,” and the one that made Ditzy's heart soar with hope, “I love you.” Lester growled low in his throat and then Ditzy felt his teeth latch onto his neck, gripping hard as he thrust harder and deeper as if attempting to make them one.
“Love you,” Ditzy cried back and felt his heat crash down so hard, so relentlessly that he hardly knew where he ended and Lester began. He could feel Lester's cock move inside him and... somehow, he could feel himself thrust inside tight heat. He could feel Lester's love and need and then everything blacked out as he came.
***
Ditzy slowly woke in the morning, sore and sated and realised his heat was over. He also realised he could still feel Lester inside his head, he could feel Lester's hand rubbing over his belly and the ghostly sensation of rubbing his hand over that same belly. Bloody hell, they had bonded, they had bloody soul bonded. Ditzy couldn't help the smile that split his face or the joy and happiness that swept through his body and through the new bond.
He could feel when those emotions fully woke Lester, who tensed and sniffed before his hand paused and he began to draw back. Ditzy turned over when he felt the stab of fear spike through their bond, dragging Lester into a kiss. “No, James, I don't regret a single moment, any of it.”
Lester just stared at him in disbelief. “Are you sure?”
Ditzy almost sighed as he felt the distance between them through the bond and knew Lester was shielding, he obviously didn't trust him... no, Ditzy knew that wasn't true, the alpha couldn't risk his heart being broken again. “Perfectly, James. I love you.” Ditzy reached out for Lester's hand, placing it back on his belly. “How could I regret this? Having your kits growing inside me.” He rubbed their noses together as he continued, “Feel the bond, James. Trust it.”
Lester's eyes widened as he opened himself slowly to the bond, and he gave a tentative smile, “Kits?” When Ditzy nodded, Lester added, “Are you really sure?”
“About you or the kits?” Ditzy asked before kissing Lester, demanding entrance and snogging him breathless. “Both, my love, my James, my alpha, my all. I want you and I want our kits. Can't you feel that through our bond?” Ditzy could feel Lester's slow, cautious exploration of the bond and sent all the love he felt for him through it, hearing Lester spit in surprise as the emotion rolled over him. For an instant he felt only surprise and confusion before all was overcome by the intense feelings of love and gratefulness that surged through the bond from Lester. “I love you, James. I'm your queen.” He entwined his fingers with Lester's as they rested on Ditzy's belly. “These are our kits growing inside me.” He kissed Lester softly. “And I will never willingly leave you, James.”
“Love you, David. Always and forever.”
Ditzy snuggled against Lester when his lover pulled him against his chest, drifting asleep as love sang through their bond. He could feel Lester's presence in the back of his mind, separate yet part of him, through the bond that tied them together, for now and always.
Part 11 - The Hand Of Fate