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[kittywolf]

So, I updated to let everyone know I almost died, then I updated to let everyone know I didn't, and then I curled up like the major arcana hermit crab and spoke to no one. Well, exceptions: Z and Bellzy. Even then

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[rebirthified]

Stop holing yourself up in your castle, love. I will not have it. I'll brandish my sword and storm up and through and around the moat, if needs be.

I've missed you terribly and it took this to realize HOW MUCH I miss you terribly ... so much so my heart jumped when I saw your name on my LJ timeline. I rushed to this entry like a bedraggled person stranded in the desert races towards and oasis.

Does that sound like too much? Don't really care because it's how I feel.

Wow. 24 already? Where does the time go? Seems like yesterday we just met and were yucking it up about squid. :) & you MUST dish on what tat you're getting and where. I'm such a fan of getting inked up.

Fight on, love. *besos* Because you know I'm doing the same! ♥

[kittywolf]

I know you are! And I know that you've fought so much for your family, too, with your mother and your sister and all--so part of it is like, well, if people can manage to do THAT I can do THIS, right? And you are generally fucking amazing and I'm dropping f-bombs all over the place because that's how I do, apparently, when I'm all AAAH EMOTIONS.

The hermit thing is compound because at first you're like...NO ONE WILL LOVE ME. And then after a while of avoiding everyone, you're like...NO ONE REMEMBERS ME I WILL BE LOVELESS FOREVVVEEERRR (despite the fact that Z and Bellz have been amazing, naturally). So nothing is too much. Thank you for letting me know you care.

And it's weird, missing people like this, because usually--or formerly--I was so cocky that if I missed someone I'd just be like HEY WHAT UP I MISS YOU. And part of this process is relearning who I am without the swagger, or building parts of it back up

[rebirthified]

Girl, you can get through anything. You've always had that fighting spirit about you and I've always seen/admired that from the jump. *grins* I love you too! And I'm glad my comment made you happy. :)

OMGUNF that tattoo is love. & the way it swirls around to form a bracelet is just toooo dope. Whoop! Can't wait to see the finished product on your wrist! :)

Oh, oh you've missed quite a bit love. At least on my end, I think. I decided to go back to school & get my Masters! I'm going to school for music now full-time - can't say that without grinning, showing teeth and errythang - and it's great.

I'm learning so much and I'm getting all A's and I CANNOT wait to start composing and whatnot. I play by ear so it'll be awesome to actually be able to write music, too. I'm. So. Happy~

[chaosrah]

I am so glad to hear from you again! Also, LOVE the icon. So what did you settle on for a tattoo?

I have to say, when I read about all the stuff you've been through (and you've been bravely overcoming), it makes me feel like shit for ever complaining about anything in life, ever. Things could be so much worse, but you show me that no matter what, you can own it.

Love you. =)

[kittywolf]

This:

[kittywolf]

OH LORD I HAD NO IDEA THE PICTURE WAS THAT BIG.

[chaosrah]

I did =P I've seen both those veves many times before, and love them both. You remember I named my favorite rat ever for Erzulie?

[kittywolf]

Beautiful girl, your sincerity kills me. I cried a little just now. Encouragement is good wherever it can be found, but there are some people that you believe in your fucking bones when they tell you everything will be okay, and you're one of them, for me. And you have to fight on for people like that, like you--that's just how things are, so it keeps you going. You open your heart and it unlocks mine in turn, every time.

I love you. I am ridiculously grateful that we know each other. One day when our lives are calmer, we are going to meet, and hang out, and have a grand fucking time.

I'd love to know the how-why of the life move and all, so when you feel better (the flu sucks!) and things calm down, hit me up with an e mail. <3 Actually, packing sucks. Last week I thought I was catching the flu and I went into an absolute panic (waaah!) and slept 13 hours in one day and took probably about a dozen tablets of vitamin C, each with 833% of my daily value... I felt better? Find some vitamin C

[kittywolf]

I actually STOPPED commenting to this last night because I was seriously all teared up and "I CANNOT," and doing that thing when you fan your chin some as if that will dry the tears somehow. Hah. You are adorable, curled up in your fort of boxes.

And a FUCK YEAH to poetry; you know I love your style. And, hmm, address wise... I'm trying to move over to bikinikrill@gmail.com. I will click the shit out of your dA page once I come back from my run.

Each time I check in with you, your life is crazy as balls! You forever seem like a character in a wonderful girl!comic over there. There would be rainbow-y magic sequences and you'd kick ass with your yellow umbrella.

Please to stop throwing up now, kthx. D: That's no fun.

[kittywolf]

I am commenting on my own entry to say OH MY GOD I AM HIGH ON LOVE AND PEOPLE, HOW DID I EVER THINK I COULD LIVE MY LIFE NOT TALKING TO ANYONE OF YOU EVER AGAIN.

/spazzspazzspazz

[strider_ryoken]

Im relieved as hell to hear from you (ziggy (can i call him that? its not a pet name or anything, right? cause if it is, then this just got a bit weird) has been great with the updates and making me aware of how you just needed your time; im overjoyed over hearing that you're getting better, and im fully confident you´ll be back to your usual self, because you're too awesome to be kept down by anything, girl.
Sorry if i dropped off the radar too, but its been busy as hell over here (ill update the ole LJ and send ya some mail soon) but you've always been in my thoughts...hell, catched "Princess and the frog" a few weeks ago on cable and immediately thought of you.
Cheers, and you keep on rocking as you'll always will.

[kittywolf]

Nah, basically EVERYONE calls him Ziggy. Except for some of my friends who are used to me saying "Z." I answered his phone today when one of his friends called and I was like, "Hold up, Z is--Z--that, uh--B--ZIGGY, right..."

I am thrilled to hear of you keeping the faith that I can keep kicking some ass. DEEP BREATH. I certainly hope so, you know? I will. I will.

Princess and the Frog, AMAZING VILLAIN WITH NOT ENOUGH SCREEN TIME, WUT WUT. It's not my favorite, though. I made Z watch The Hunchback of Notre Dame the other day--sooo good. So dark. Esme is a hottie and Frollo is so awful; I love it.

I hope things are good for you and I look forward to updates. <3

[strider_ryoken]

Speaking of voodoo and new orleans http://www.deadtimestories.net

yay or nay?

[kittywolf]

I need to be somewhere with headphones for the full impact, but possibly YAY.

omg, games. All I have been playing lately is the Batman: The Brave and the Bold game on the DS. /facepalm

I need a WWBD t shirt.