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[kittywolf]

So, I updated to let everyone know I almost died, then I updated to let everyone know I didn't, and then I curled up like the major arcana hermit crab and spoke to no one. Well, exceptions: Z and Bellzy. Even then

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[kittywolf]

I know you are! And I know that you've fought so much for your family, too, with your mother and your sister and all--so part of it is like, well, if people can manage to do THAT I can do THIS, right? And you are generally fucking amazing and I'm dropping f-bombs all over the place because that's how I do, apparently, when I'm all AAAH EMOTIONS.

The hermit thing is compound because at first you're like...NO ONE WILL LOVE ME. And then after a while of avoiding everyone, you're like...NO ONE REMEMBERS ME I WILL BE LOVELESS FOREVVVEEERRR (despite the fact that Z and Bellz have been amazing, naturally). So nothing is too much. Thank you for letting me know you care.

And it's weird, missing people like this, because usually--or formerly--I was so cocky that if I missed someone I'd just be like HEY WHAT UP I MISS YOU. And part of this process is relearning who I am without the swagger, or building parts of it back up.

Anyway, I love you. This comment made me very fizzily happy. Haaaappy! Guh. Feel free to update me on any major changes in your life in the past three months because I am so out of the loop. :)

And oh my god yes, 24. When the fuck did that happen. Squid forever, though. As for the tat:

This--



In red, inside of my right wrist, the swirly bits on the ends extended to go around my wrist like a bracelet and lock together on the other side. Unf. I'm excited. Z is getting it for me as my birfday present.

Besos, bebe. <3

[rebirthified]

Girl, you can get through anything. You've always had that fighting spirit about you and I've always seen/admired that from the jump. *grins* I love you too! And I'm glad my comment made you happy. :)

OMGUNF that tattoo is love. & the way it swirls around to form a bracelet is just toooo dope. Whoop! Can't wait to see the finished product on your wrist! :)

Oh, oh you've missed quite a bit love. At least on my end, I think. I decided to go back to school & get my Masters! I'm going to school for music now full-time - can't say that without grinning, showing teeth and errythang - and it's great.

I'm learning so much and I'm getting all A's and I CANNOT wait to start composing and whatnot. I play by ear so it'll be awesome to actually be able to write music, too. I'm. So. Happy~