-
no more
I'm so done. Two and a half almost fucken months of family living here. ALWAYS screaming ALWAYS fighting... I'm so tired of living in a house where the kids are never being punished right. Tired of living in a place where there is always screaming and it seems like the way one only listens to me is screaming. I brushed my hand Wednesday cus I was ( Read more... ) -
So forgot to keep updating for the week
I know i said i would update for when i did this whole diet thing but it's been so over heating and with the way the kids and the sister are it's hard to always remember what i was doing. So i'll do a wrap up of whats going on
Monday the house hold (minus the kids) started a ketogenic diet. (Ketogenic diet is pretty much cutting all sugar and ( Read more... ) -
I'm fucken done.
So i was just told yet again to 'let things go' when it comes towards the kids. So if they give me attitude i am to let it go. they don't listen to me i am to let it go and if they don't do there chores i am to let it go.... So fine i will let things go so if there is a bloody mess from things being being let go ... I will simply look at whom told ( Read more... ) -
So tired
I'm tired all the way around. Emotionally physically everything i just want to curl up in a ball and just let everything bury me deep in the ground. -
Fuck my life Fuck me and Fuck my thoughts
There is a ton of shit going down and I have no god damn control anywhere. Not at work and not in my own home. For an instance I took my dog for a 15 min walked my sister's dog when through the trash and threw it all over the kitchen. And after being told how the kid's homework is important I'm being told I have to bring my sister's son to the ( Read more... ) -
Hate anger week two about to start.
So I failed my test i have to retake it. Also Sunday April 30th my sister niece and nephew along with 5 hermit crabs and there dog moved in. And we already had three adults here. Last week was a week of hell. And week two will be starting and I'm already done. The house is a mess I can't stand it i'm going fucken nuts cus shit being every where. I ( Read more... ) -
The end is coming
So with my life events changing. There have been songs calling to me more important than normal. The lyrics seem to call out to my family and the events that have been coming at us. Wars have been started battles have been fought. The blood has been drawn. And only anger, rage, and guardian rises. Allow the enemy to step over the line and there ( Read more... ) -
sorry i haven't posted
Lots of shit going down but things are coming to a head. There will be three more people in the house last three weeks I been picking my niece and nephew up from school each day. It's been very stressful but with my stuff coming up I have to push the others aside and focus on my stuff. I will keep people posted from now I promise. Not that anyone ( Read more... ) -
So there is going to be a lot of stress
A lot of stress coming and tears. I will take a deep breath and get through it. But just a lot going on and i don't know if ill be able to be working on crafts due to it or not.
