Fuck my life Fuck me and Fuck my thoughts
There is a ton of shit going down and I have no god damn control anywhere. Not at work and not in my own home. For an instance I took my dog for a 15 min walked my sister's dog when through the trash and threw it all over the kitchen. And after being told how the kid's homework is important I'm being told I have to bring my sister's son to the movies on a school night with his father. I was not asked I was TOLD. Not like I have a ton of shit to do around. I have no control at work since I was thrown more hours and I work my ass off and go over time to get my job done to only have the person who works the next day do nothing. I can talk til I'm blue in the face but nothing no one listens and it's like why the fuck does I even try anymore it's so fucken stupid why does it seem like the one who has kids doesn't see anything wrong with what's going on. All I can do is keep my fucken mouth shut and cry whenever I'm alone.