whenever you like someone alot, or even love them, they dont have to like or love you back...the feeling isnt always mutual, but you can have a person where you are in love and any nice thing they say or do you misinterpret it and think that they have to like you or they wouldnt be so nice. its a problem some of us have....we cant help it. its ( Read more... )

Can you tell im faking it ( Read more... )

i was standing there and he (not saying his name) came up to me from behind and hugged me and kissed my neck. thats my number one weakness... i love when guys do that....that makes my legs feel like jello ( Read more... )

i was feeling a little down wednesday, and i went to church. after the service was over, (i sat by brian the whole time) i stood up and wished brian a happy thanksgiving. he turned and hugged me, and then said "I'm thankful for you kat." i smiled and told him i was thankful for him as well.he brightened my day. too bad my entire life cant be

well, after all ive been through i got to see aaron today, someone that i havent seen in about a year... he gives me butterflies in my stomach, and...aww just makes me feel good when he looks at me. hes just what i need to make me smile after everything ( Read more... )

lots and lots of food everywhere all day. boy what a great holiday. i probably end up stuffing myself like every year ( Read more... )

i used to be able to hide my sadness, no matter what i was going through, no mater what might hurt me inside, i would just keep it to myself and smile and laugh and just look happy. others started noticing when i was about 14 that i might not be as happy. Matt asked me if i was okay once, and i didnt realize how sad i had gotten. i told him i was ( Read more... )

i said yesterday would be the last id speak of you..but i just thought id write a poem this morning ( Read more... )

i wish i had someone else to fall back on. someone to care about me and actually want me. im not saying that josh didnt or doesnt care about me...but i wish i had someone who was emotionally, physically, and mentally ready for a girlfriend, but it doesnt look like i will find someone who i can love as much as josh ( Read more... )

i didnt realize that it was really over until this morning ( Read more... )