no more of you
i wish i had someone else to fall back on. someone to care about me and actually want me. im not saying that josh didnt or doesnt care about me...but i wish i had someone who was emotionally, physically, and mentally ready for a girlfriend, but it doesnt look like i will find someone who i can love as much as josh.
you still have all of me.
i tried so hard to tell myself that youre gone, but though youre still with me, ive been alone all along.
you might have been worried about hurting me...but if you had listened and not worried, then everything would be just fine. it was youre worrying that hurt me. you worried id get hurt when i told you to just let me take care of you. i didnt want anything in return....so today will be our last kiss, unless you wake up from wherever you are right now.
you used to captivate me by your resonating light. now im bound by the life you left behind. your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams, your voice it chased away all the sanity in me.
you cried id wipe away all of your tears, youd scream id fight away all of your fears, i held your hand through all of these years..
and you never let me do that for you. im not sure whats wrong..maybe you feel sorry for yourself. but whatever it is..ill be here. waiting. after this entry i shall not speak of you anymore. thats the only way to fill the holes that i dug in my own heart. its not your fault..really, its mine. i shoudlnt have fallen in love with someone so easily, someone so wonderful...so good looking,s o sweet, caring...
so emotionally exactly like me. i should have known, you were just like me, so why didnt i see that id get hurt?
dont feel sorry for me, or yourself. dont worry, really. dont think that this is all your fault, that you caused me pain. if i ever see you date anyone else....youll be sorry. thats the only way you could hurt me...the only way. i dont know what id do then...just be careful.
aww who cares
you still have all of me.
i tried so hard to tell myself that youre gone, but though youre still with me, ive been alone all along.
you might have been worried about hurting me...but if you had listened and not worried, then everything would be just fine. it was youre worrying that hurt me. you worried id get hurt when i told you to just let me take care of you. i didnt want anything in return....so today will be our last kiss, unless you wake up from wherever you are right now.
you used to captivate me by your resonating light. now im bound by the life you left behind. your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams, your voice it chased away all the sanity in me.
you cried id wipe away all of your tears, youd scream id fight away all of your fears, i held your hand through all of these years..
and you never let me do that for you. im not sure whats wrong..maybe you feel sorry for yourself. but whatever it is..ill be here. waiting. after this entry i shall not speak of you anymore. thats the only way to fill the holes that i dug in my own heart. its not your fault..really, its mine. i shoudlnt have fallen in love with someone so easily, someone so wonderful...so good looking,s o sweet, caring...
so emotionally exactly like me. i should have known, you were just like me, so why didnt i see that id get hurt?
dont feel sorry for me, or yourself. dont worry, really. dont think that this is all your fault, that you caused me pain. if i ever see you date anyone else....youll be sorry. thats the only way you could hurt me...the only way. i dont know what id do then...just be careful.
aww who cares