I have decided to close this down to friends only, mostly due to the sensitive nature of items being discussed here.  I don't want to have to deal with any miscreants that think they know everything and they do not have all the facts of my life ( Read more... )

I  need to write a  list of everything I need to get taken care of for school, in an attempt to distract myself from the other issues at hand that I don't really have many answers to yet.  I have a few here and there that I have managed to pry out, but it's like trying to get information from a spy or secret agent at times ( Read more... )

One simple word answer to a question can break a heart and make it skip and stutter making it hard to breathe, speak or think.  Once I calm down I will write about my concerns and current issues, but I am not ready or properly informed as of yet.

I have a lot I need to get out, but this is going to take time and patience from me. I am not patient with myself and I don't often listen to the needs of my mind, body or soul. As a result I am left cleaning up some messes that I have created within myself over the last few years, as I have finally realized I am the most important thing in my life ( Read more... )