Channeling/To do
I need to write a list of everything I need to get taken care of for school, in an attempt to distract myself from the other issues at hand that I don't really have many answers to yet. I have a few here and there that I have managed to pry out, but it's like trying to get information from a spy or secret agent at times.
I have pretty much decided that until I can speak with him or get some answers to my questions that all lines of communication are cut. No fun play time until I get the respectful answers I believe I deserve. Maybe I am wrong and I don't deserve them, I could be wrong, it does happen.
I need to write an alternate ending for Guy de Maupassant's "the necklace" due tuesday
I need to write a lab report due next week.
I need to graph lab results, not sure when they are due.
I need to study for an exam on tuesday morning in Fiber optics class.
I have a test in algebra on thursday, and I have a worksheet due then, as well as 5 more sections of homework due online by the 13th as well as a mastery test.
You see I have plenty to throw myself into, and I am having a hard time getting into the work to due them, I cannot seem to turn my mind off.
There was husband drama over the week, about his emotions, and him thinking I don't care, and I honestly don't have the energy to go into it right now and here. The whole week was draining because of him and it makes me wanna cry. I am just so over it all.
It is some sort of cruel justice I suppose that the fates seem to be delivering to me.
I called daddy today and left a message on his work voicemail, as I really needed to hear his voice. My voice was shaking at the end of the call, not one of my finer moments, but I can only keep the happy face on in my life for so much of it. I am on stage all the time at work and at home, I fall apart around him right now, even just on his vm.
I do love the way Pandora reflects my moods though.
I have pretty much decided that until I can speak with him or get some answers to my questions that all lines of communication are cut. No fun play time until I get the respectful answers I believe I deserve. Maybe I am wrong and I don't deserve them, I could be wrong, it does happen.
I need to write an alternate ending for Guy de Maupassant's "the necklace" due tuesday
I need to write a lab report due next week.
I need to graph lab results, not sure when they are due.
I need to study for an exam on tuesday morning in Fiber optics class.
I have a test in algebra on thursday, and I have a worksheet due then, as well as 5 more sections of homework due online by the 13th as well as a mastery test.
You see I have plenty to throw myself into, and I am having a hard time getting into the work to due them, I cannot seem to turn my mind off.
There was husband drama over the week, about his emotions, and him thinking I don't care, and I honestly don't have the energy to go into it right now and here. The whole week was draining because of him and it makes me wanna cry. I am just so over it all.
It is some sort of cruel justice I suppose that the fates seem to be delivering to me.
I called daddy today and left a message on his work voicemail, as I really needed to hear his voice. My voice was shaking at the end of the call, not one of my finer moments, but I can only keep the happy face on in my life for so much of it. I am on stage all the time at work and at home, I fall apart around him right now, even just on his vm.
I do love the way Pandora reflects my moods though.