i sold my books....i got 18 dollars for books that cost me over 100 dollars...god damn fuckin schools....CHEAP ASS FAGGOTS.

So the past two or three days have just been the best. I have not been depressed or stressed at all. I am soooo just happy. I have no worries and i am just in this nice state of mind. I may not smile....but i am happy even if i dont show it. i have also been thinking alot about this whole me wanting a relationship. Well i do want one...i mean who ( Read more... )

OK so i am sittin here bored. I cleaned the house...which sucked cause people were in my way. I past out last night during the earlier part of the party cause i had been up for about 39 hours and one cup of coffee....wow never again ( Read more... )

ok so things haven't been so well. I have been slacking with jobs, i sit around most of the time, i dont do much, and i always find a way to get fucked up. Granted this is not a good thing...it may be nice but i have realized some people dont like to look at someone and think that they work so hard for what they have but here i am just sittin and ( Read more... )

OK so this is so fucking awful. I am sick of guys and there lies, betrayal, cheating, hidden agendas, ALL OF IT. i cannot take it really. I cannot believe i get sucked into these lies they spill out. I mean lets start off with merill ( Read more... )

i went to canada...oh it was great. while i was there i smoked some of the best pot i have ever smoked and i snorted a few bumps of special K. Yes i know i am bad...oh well this was a fuckin vacation for me assholes and i deserved it ( Read more... )

OK so today was a boring day as usual. Nothing exciting happened. Cathy left me at school. damn her. lol. i loves her. But yes...i came home. Mallory was looking like shit..(sorry mal you were) and she sounded like she lost her voice. Then i talked to people online...that was kinda boring until i talked to my ex aaron ( Read more... )

Ok so i have had so many things on my mind lately. I am so stressed and i think i am goin to have a heart attack. I dont even know why i am stressed. I dont even know...hmm...well happy said i am able to go on the trip. But i dont know if i should go. I know i am goin but i dont know if i should. i mean it would be nice to get away and relax. And ( Read more... )

ok so everything isnt as bad as i thought. it was a misunderstanding. i am ok and i will be ok and yea. things are happening one step at a time and what not.

if you love me the leave me a comment and love me....cheer me up.

So yesterday i had to move mallory's car for the garbage men. well fuck that never again am i doin anything for anyone. what happened you may ask? well lets see i moved the car and i turned out the alley and BAM i hit a huge ass jeep. Sure mallories car was kinda dinged up. But like the jeep has nothing really wrong with it. I hate this i now owe ( Read more... )