May 09, 2005 17:11
So the past two or three days have just been the best. I have not been depressed or stressed at all. I am soooo just happy. I have no worries and i am just in this nice state of mind. I may not smile....but i am happy even if i dont show it. i have also been thinking alot about this whole me wanting a relationship. Well i do want one...i mean who doesn't right? well i think i might just let one happen naturally. I mean i want so badly to have a relationship...for the pure fact that i want companionship. I want someone that i can lay in there arms and just talk about how the day went, and cuddle next to and wake up next to and feel the enlightenment...and knowing just because you woke up and saw their face you just know nothing can bring your mood down. And the sex wouldnt hurt either.
Anyways hmm not much went on today so far. i mean i went to walmart with my mother and grandmother...we spent about 300 there....and then we just went home and relaxed and chilled at my mom's for a bit.. and now i am back at my house just chillin with nette, leeman, tony, and ray. Andy and sarah are comin down in a bit though....
God send me an Angel
from the Heavens above
Send me an Angel to heal my broken heart,
From being in love,
'cause all I dooo...is cry(is cry)
God send me an Angel
to wipe the tears from my eyes
And I know I might sound crazy,
but after all that I still loved you.
You wanna come back in my life,
but now theres something I have to do.
I have to tell the one that I once adored,
that they cant have my love no more,
My heart cant take no more lies,
and my eyes are all out of cries
soooo......God