The world is anxious and unsettling, and i am ever changing and slowly evolving. Ive always sucked at science/ doing things at the appropriate time/ not being awkward and unaware. So, here I am online journal number 4. Goodbye, livejournal, im sure ill be back ( Read more... )

Freedom of speech has been rampant since 8 o'clock Tuesday night, and as much I have tried to stay away from the controversy, I feel like there are places where truth needs to be spoken ( Read more... )

TODAY IS VOTING DAY!!!!!

Regardless of your stance, this is the most epic election of our time, and possibly in our entire lives. Your children and children's children will be reading about this in their history books.

Barack Obama could become the first African-American president. John McCain could become the oldest president elected to a first ( Read more... )

i think i didnt get it the first time around, so this is round two. i heard the other day that God has infinite patience and he will always be patient except when his patience is doing more harm than good. i dont know if this is in the bible, but i think its true. maybe someday ill look back on this, and every other factor of my life right now, and ( Read more... )

My mom just called me to tell me that she used to call me her "Tiny Dancer," because of the Elton John song, when I was in her womb. My quarter life crisis is only half way over. I suck at fractions.

"Tiny Dancer"

Blue jean baby, L.A. lady, seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must have seen her ( Read more... )

Dear 5 years from now version of myself,
When you were 21 you grew up too fast, but didn't fully realize it until you were 23. Once it caught up to you, you had a quarter-life crisis and spent the next 3 months recovering. God carried you and taught you how to be patient and grateful. And He told you this:

3 "Listen to me...
       you whom I have ( Read more... )

This song made me cry my eyes out in the shower last night. Irony, irony, irony. Ive heard this song at least a hundred times, last night it took on a whole new meaning. I miss you so much. You had no idea what you were singing.

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the ( Read more... )

i don't understand the obsession with being intoxicated. even when i lived my life thinking it was "cool" to get "wasted" it was forced, not only because i have control issues and an impulsive personality but i genuinely do not enjoy anything about alcohol or drugs. but i try. because "Babylon" whispers and pleads with me to be like everybody else ( Read more... )

lentil soup sucks.

i am just so thankful for the last few days and for the relationships that i have. sweet, sweet, times with people i love dearly. what else matters? nothing. so thankful for authentic relationships.