I dont care that you totally dissed me, because i really love my life right now, no matter how much shit there is in it.

you could have given me a phone call at least.
im still happy for you.

First silk-screen print accomplished. not perfect, but heck yes!

another day in paradise. going to work at madres in fifteen minutes. about to be doing the exact same thing i did last monday. wearing the exact same thing i ever wear to work. biking the exact same route, granted there really are no other routes. my feet are cold. my heart is cold. i cant quite figure out why. what do i do to get out of this funk ( Read more... )

dear lorelei and self.
st. augustine is too easy. i am dying for a challenge. dont give up.

i think we have different ideas of fun.

does this sentence seem kind of unnecessary to you?

raw food diets don't agree with my tummy. i am so hungers but the thought of eating another slice of raw squash is nauseating. i continue to listen to devendra banhart and miss my lorelei even more. im going insaner by the day, because i have nothing left to look foreward to except going to sleep at night. it is october again. i wish it was lst ( Read more... )

oh hey. yeah. still going crazy. maybe i should put A little shake in my step. wiggle out of here like some goddamn buffoon. theres a fire under my ass and i dont know how it got started but theres one thing i do know, it's that someday im gonna be happier than i am now. and that thought keeps me going. its like i chained myself up on my own accord ( Read more... )

new things and the same old shite.

oh hey inter web. secondly, whats with life these days? it just gets weirder and stranger. the days just slip by and all i can do is let them. what happens when you love someone, but they won't talk to you about all the important stuff. they wont let any feelings show other than happy? i know there's something going on inside the head but it wont, ( Read more... )

well here we are again. horizontal and aching. i wonder if the reason for all of this pain should be apparent to me, but i find myself still trying to come up with one, to no avail. possibly it could be something deeper than just physical pain. possibly mental. the two sometimes go hand in hand. which causes which i cant be sure. the good doctors ( Read more... )