I HATE myself....

So.... I did something bad.. I looked in Ron's Facebook and I read a message that was between him and his ex's mom. He said "I love your daughter more than anything... Blah blah blah" Well.. All I can think about now is how he always says that to me but then says that I taught him what true love really feels like. I can not help to think that... ( Read more... )

Today my mom asked me if I smoke. I said no, then she said "this isn't going to be like the sex thing, you tell me you aren't but you really are?" I said "no.." I should've just told her.. Eh, whatever. I'm sure there will be another chance. I'm just too scared. She'd killllllll me.

I hate how selfish I'm being... Ron says he loves me more than anything on this earth, but then this thing comes up with his brother that he has ABSOLUTELY no control over, and he's willing to get put in prison or killed... I asked him if he thinks its worth it and he said "yes, for my brother anything in the world is worth it"....... what about me ( Read more... )

Yeah, yeah, yeah.... Live journal is awesome.. I know.. haha

              Ok, so I kinda hope that no one reads my stuff.. but if anyone does, I suppose its what ever.  Anywhoo, idk, like 3 or 4 weeks ago, Tedd and I broke up. I was really upset because I couldn't believe that he could just lie to me like he did, but even more so because I believed every word he said.  He used me and cheated on me then ( Read more... )

So, I'm listening to The Dresden Dolls - Good Day and it definitely reminded me of Livejournal. Lol.

That is all..

PeaceLove&Hannah
:)<3

Ok, so I think it's been 3.5 years or so since I've written in here?! That's nuts! I look back at all the crazy things I've written and I think "Wow, I was a dumb ass teenager." I'm glad thoes days are over! :) Anywhoo. I'm sure no one is going to read this but... If anyone does, I hope you have a fabulous day :)

PeaceLove&Hannah

LJ is still lame.
its all emo and shit
and thats gay.

HI