Is suicide an easy way out ( Read more... )

amly here. 22 years old. college grad. homeless for 9 months now. survivor of too many things. a few days ago, i acted on a suicidal thought while hysterical. my bf had just asked me to elope. he left for school for an hour. i took all his pills, and started writing a goodbye note. which read: i'm sorry mom, dad, matt, and andrea. i can't be enough ( Read more... )

i came by ... blah forget that. :) nobodys posted since august, anybody still alive here?

yea, i have been getting more suicidal lately again i guess. i have more of a desire to take handfuls of pills jsut to see if i can surive it. a lot of things are just tearing me apart, and alot of it is just myself and how i think. if i didnt think like that though, i'd hate myself, but i'd probably like myself top, which i do that ow, but it'd be ( Read more... )

I seem to have lacked any real meaning or goal in life for quite some time now.

Of course, for me, this results in wondering why I am alive, why I continue to live, and ultimatly, when things start going down hill, I start to get a bit suicidal.

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I just joined a few moments ago. I've been looking for a place to vent, a place that wasn't over-shadowed with people who have many more problems, a lot more intense than mine. I just needed to let some things out, to be clean for a moment, in the eyes of people who don't know me, won't get worried, won't watch me like a hawk for the next few weeks ( Read more... )

no one has posted here for so long ( Read more... )

hi, im new to this community. i tend to think i'm a little suicidal. my friends think i am. i reall don't find life that great. i have given myself less then a year to live. theres nothing really to live for i figured. so yea. i'm a very depressed person. i hate myself and everything about me. i hate my mind and how i think and who i am.

This bloke I'm sort of friends with told me today he really didn't like and either did his friends and I should stay away from him and his friends and I was annoying and my brain was fried from drugs. Which doesn't do wonders for someone like me who already has a damaged confidence. You're probably thinking 'Oh big deal' but it is to me. All my ( Read more... )

hey, im charlotte and i live in northern ireland and im 15 ( Read more... )