Hi, a bit long, just a summary of stuff really

[eillia]

I seem to have lacked any real meaning or goal in life for quite some time now.

Of course, for me, this results in wondering why I am alive, why I continue to live, and ultimatly, when things start going down hill, I start to get a bit suicidal.

Comments

[natalixfeelz]

Although you've deleted your journal i figure, i know where your coming from (early suicidal tendencies/attempts) <3