Lemme tell ya how much I cried Monday night.... when Denny and Burke went into the ORs I moved from the couch to the big chair to sit with my mom-I hold her hand during the jaw-clenching scenes and cry while she's got her arm around me. (I do this a lot at the end of this show!!!) So I thought the scene when Denny's heart wouldn't start was ( Read more... )

SOME OF THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE ARE FOR FREE ( Read more... )

Hospitals SUCK! I feel like shit, probably because for the 2nd night in a row, I didn't sleep. My head feels like it has a huge vie around it, wit the ends on my temples, and some assmunch is screwing the screw inwards, cuz my head's poundin!!! Michael's Way threw a party for our floor today, it was fun- I got to build a panda (mom did a bunny), ( Read more... )

Mom hates taking my brother and I shopping... "hey, this is a good movie!" "can I get this dvd?" "look mom!!! scrappy books! and there's 9 of them! can I have them all?" "mom, can I get this 6-pack of burritos for dinner?" "look mom, Smirnoff twisted! let's get some!" (this is actually Keith's line.. as much as I'd love some twisted, I think ( Read more... )

i made 50 bucks today!!! wahoo!! just by being in the hospital. hot shit eh? plus i got a whole bunch of scrappy stuff!!! I did throw up this morning though, which sucked ass but reminded me that even though i really wanna jump in with both feet, I may have to test the waters out with my toe first, so the pool isn't filled with puke all the time ( Read more... )

I'm scared. I'm really scared. Surgery next week is freaking me out. I have a 50% chance of losing my eye. I don't wanna lose my eye. No sirree! It scares me more than anything about the whole procedure. I'm not as scared about losing my smell, or the skull stuff they're gonna do, or the possibility of brain fluid leaking. I want my eye. It ( Read more... )

2:30- tried to fall asleep. took awhile. the boots actually came up quickly, almost had a heart attack! lol, not really, but it was surprising ( Read more... )

I'm doing a scrapbook layout on a "typical" day in my life at the hospital... so I figured I'd post it here ( Read more... )

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE MY BROTHER!!! HE IS A MAJOR DOUCHE-BAG!!!! After Rocky last night (which rocked- I won a pin!!!), we were dropping off Kaan's girlfriend and Keith and I were bickering about the radio station and I said since I was driving I got to pick the tunes and he said that he'd been ( Read more... )

KateLuvsThugs (1:38:59 AM): thanks so much for the emails, ur one of the most considerate and kind ppl i know ( Read more... )