Today I said my good-bye's to one of the best guys I've ever known in my life. Shawn Baker, 17, died March 17, 2005 of a disease called Osteosarcoma.  I've been to more than enough funerals in my life, but for some reason this ceremony was one of the hardest of I've ever tried to keep myself composed, besides my Mom's.  I've lost a lot of people, ( Read more... )

1. what did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

" This much I'm certain of: it doesn't happen immediately. You'll finish and that will be that, until a moment will come, maybe in a month, maybe a year, maybe even several years. You'll be sick or feeling troubled or deeply in love or quietly uncertain or even content for the first time in your life. It won't matter. Out of the blue, beyond any ( Read more... )

been a while since an update. nothing new. nothing good.

i've loved 2 girls in my life. one passed away, and another broke my heart.

love's overrated.

I get All-American in the county.
I get fucking excepted to Princeton.
I get granted the scholarship, therefore paying for Princeton.

made a stupid decision, that I'll regret forever.

lost everything.coach says i'm still on the team, and that he expects to see me out there every game on the side line. i don't even know if i want to do that, ( Read more... )

I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
But you, but you...
You write such pretty words
But life's no storybook
Love's an excuse to get hurt

NEW CHAPTER.

NINA IS HERE IN 13 DAYS.

DON'T WORRY KIDS. PARTY IS ALREADY PLANNED.

SEPT 17th. LAKE HOUSE. HOLLA ATCHA BOI. =D

here's a couple random pictures... im bored so bare with me.

my brother's (matt and jake) and daddio. ,matt just came back from iraq last week so we had a party for him, it's good to have him back.


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the sister ( Read more... )

PRIVATE.

sorry guys, can't write about everything in my head if you all are reading it. kind of defeats the purpose, don't ya think?