Oct 18, 2004 15:08
I get All-American in the county.
I get fucking excepted to Princeton.
I get granted the scholarship, therefore paying for Princeton.
made a stupid decision, that I'll regret forever.
lost everything.
coach says i'm still on the team, and that he expects to see me out there every game on the side line. i don't even know if i want to do that, everything is shit right now. doctors say no walking or anything til January. i feel like im no use. there's no point in sitting home everyday just having pity on myself and from other people. i fucking hate this. why i wrote in here i don't know.