i feel as though i've awakened from a weeks long inebriation this morning. thinks are looking up a bit. i have more potential that i think. putting on a shirt that hasn't fit me for over a year is a good ass feeling. keep it coming. hopefully i'll get my shit together. and hopefully some purdy lady will notice, if not i still got Bryn.

-keith

this may/may not be a serious problem. I can't tell.

when i can't even look in the mirror?

i wish i had something to write here.......

i wish things were a lot different......

my last full day here. I don't want to go home. it's not that i like it here so much. it's just that my life will change so drastically when I get home. I feel the gravity of it all as it approaches and this leaves me experiencing an odd vertigo. I'm scared. I'm excited. I need to let go. but i can't

why do i have to wake up to find news of a troop surge in afganistan when my money is worth less comparatively to the entire world every day?! fuck!

dear british government,

please stop filming my EVERY move. thanks.

-keith

p.s. manage you're currency a bit more poorly as well. i don't much like this 2$ for every £ business

is pretty fucking sweet so far. i haven't been out much but tonight should be fun. the british are super polite as i expect them to be. we stayed with a dude named mathiew in paris. that guy was insane in the best way possible. i caught some awesome shows, one in a squat called sans plomb. the hostel in london is awesome, it's like the real world ( Read more... )

we checked out the catacombs. fucking metal. only 8 days til home. met up with some cool kids in the hostel and talking about home really made me miss it. this is turning out to be a pretty cool experience. i'm proud of myself for salvaging it, i think it marks a real step towards maturity.

italy was fuckign sweet. rome is the most beautiful city that i have ever seen. the hostel kind of fucking sucked. i had some amazing gnocci and great pizza. touring the colliseum and the ceasars palaces is fucking awe-inspiring. just knowing the pure idea of imperialism and modern civiliztion was perfected right there. it was intense. we even got ( Read more... )